mini update on me

Quick run down on me...

Weight still stuck... and it seems stuck hard, so I do think my PCOS is back in full swing.  I go in for my yearly girly visit in October (if I'm allowed off from work to do it) and the OBGYN said then we could talk about it... they wouldn't talk to me over the phone about it... all I want is carbs and the yucky hair is back on my arms which is a huge sign for me that it is back...

Barix won't call me back so I can get my yearly bloodwork done and since Boe pissed off my family doc so much in the past they won't do it either... and Brader doesn't take my insurance... so going to see if my OBGYN will run it...

I have had to give up on walking around the neighborhood because even just an 30 mins of it sends me in major pain in my feet and I have great walking shoes... when I have the extra money I will go see a foot doctor but right now I can't afford it or anything else he might want me to buy for my feet...

But, I am hoping to be able to get a gym membership to World's Gym for $20 a month... they open at 5am... so I could do it... only thing is the last 2 weeks has been crazy I don't think I have gotten more than 4 hours thanks to the little monsters (Lorelei and Annabelle)... Lore won't sleep in her room... so she is climb into our bed or pokes at me until me or Jeremy goes and sleeps in her room... and well Annabelle SNORES really loud lol... so I am wondering if I can get myself up at 4:45 to workout at 5am to be back by 6 to shower and get the girls up at 6:15 to be out the door at 7... dear Lord I need a job closer to home... lol... but really... I do...

But hold some good thoughts for Lorelei... her left eye isn't improving sight wise... she did really awesome with her eye exam yesterday but she has to get a new lens for that eye... if that doesn't work then we will have to patch the good eye to force the bad eye to work... we are hoping that the new lens will work... we will have the new lens this coming Monday... so fingers crossed because miss thing already knows that she is different vs other kids her age (she has had glasses since she was 3 1/2)...

Hugs Shannon! Hang in there it will get better. I know easier said then done...

Well. I have the list of blood tests somewhere that Dr Brader pulls, if you want it let me know. I hope that the OB/GYN can help. I was on metformin for years, maybe that's an option?

Good luck!

Metformin makes me very very sick... They thought I had liver failure and were going to have to take my gall bladder out and it was just the Metformin... I am never allowed to take it again... and that was just me on a 250 dose lol...

Hugs from me, too!  Life has a way of happening in spite of what we want. (I've got some things that I'm juggling, too).

Hang in there, enjoy your girls and take things one step at a time.   I'm alslo taking things one step at a time to back on track!

 

see that is what it feels like... like something is always happening... always... I feel like we never get ahead no matter what we do... would also help if I made more than the avg McD employee too lol...

Hi Shannon,

It sounds like you are working very hard at finding balance for your life.  Working Moms have it rough, I remember it well.  Hang in there.  The Munchkins you are raising will soon be in school, and you will have more time to juggle it all.

Hugs,

Trish

see that is what I am having a hard time with... a lot of my friends have family near by that they can take their kids to do little things like go to the gym... I don't want to go at night because I don't want to take what little time I have with them at night away from them... and a gym membership isn't worth it money wise to only use it on Saturday and Sunday...

Prayers and Good Thoughts coming your way.  I understand the concept of things just rolling from one to another. Hopefully things will even out soon.
cyber (((Hugs))) Ena

I will take all the hugs that I can lol!!

I am going to be joining a Bible study at church with an old gal and another mom on Weds nights in October.  Not sure how to fit everything in but I think it will be for the best in the end...