Wednesday Roll Call
Laura
"Two roads diverged in a wood..and I took the one less travelled by and that has made all the difference." -Robert Frost
Over 176+ lbs lost since surgery!! :-)
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Hiya Folks!
I'm off today so its going to be a semi relaxing day. I'll do laundry and cleaning. Hopefully take the dogs out for a walk before my daughter gets home and then after dinner we will walk them together.
Maybe I'll sneak in some sun if I'm lucky. I know the sun is supposed to be bad for you but I do enjoy a little bit of a tan. It also helps with the pain to bake out in the sun. So I'll slather on some sunscreen and time it so I'm not out there too long. I burn so easily now with the meds I take. Speaking of medicine I stopped taking the zrytec today. I do not like how it made me feel. I felt drugged and I had some memory problems. I have enough memory problems as it is and I dont need a med making it worse LOL.
Since I mentioned my memory problems I guess I should tell you all something I've been dealing with for years. Six years ago this June I woke up one morning and my entire left side was numb. I was weak and confused. I went to the Dr and my blood pressure was sky high and I had a terrible headache. I was given blood pressure medication and a shot for the headache pain and sent home. I ended up getting worse.. slurring speach.. weaker and weaker and I pretty much lost the ability to walk on my own. Ended up going to the ER a few times and then I was sent to a neurologist. He was a QUACK. Without any proof he said I was having strokes. He treated me for strokes and I steadily got worse. He said I was killing myself because I was so fat and eating wrong and smoking.
Pills, Pills & more pills became a routine for me. They were not helping and I kept getting worse. I realised I would never get better with this Dr so I went to another. I had not had any strokes. My primary care Dr has always felt I had MS. I show all the symptoms but no scarring on my brain yet. I've been to many neuro's and they all have different ideas as to what was wrong. One even said I was neurotically depressed and that's what caused it. Anyone that knows me knows that isnt the case. I'm the most outgoing person and I'm very bubbily. Someone that is neurotically depressed doesnt leave their house and keeps to themselves. I'm a HUGE people person. Anyways.. years and years of tests and getting no where I decided to stop looking for what's causing my problems. I take care of myself and with my primary Dr's help I treat my symptoms when I need to. He tells me one day It will eventually show in a MRI I have MS. Well untill that one day happens I'm not going to worry about it! I weaned myself off of all the meds they gave me (god they had terrible side effects) and only take the meds I need to control the BP and a few others. I only take OTC pain meds cause the meds I have been prescribed hit me like a ton of bricks. So sometimes I have memory problems. Sometimes I have other issues to deal with but I'm doing ok. I gave up smoking 6 years ago and try to take care of myself. The more I do the better it is. That is one reason I'm looking forward to this surgery. It will help me with the problems I've been dealing with. I know they wont go away but they will be easier to handle.
Wow what a post huh?
Diane
Albert Schweitzer