Friday Already!

How did it get to be Friday so fast?   Seems the older I get, the faster the days fly by. 

Went to the Neuro yesterday.  Had a six month follow-up, and last month or so, I've had new aches and pains, especially in my right leg.  Makes going up and down stairs a real challenge, and walking, and just crossing my legs....  But, sitting for almost two hours in the waiting room made me realize I don't have it so bad.  I know so many of us here have debilitating pain, and it effects us greatly - even with the medications we have to take.  But when I was looking around, seeing some in wheelchairs, some that couldn't communicate, etc., I was thankful my case wasn't as bad.  I asked for a prescription for a walker, which I was told I have to get through my - PCP...and they prescribed Neurotin - will see how that works.

Also yesterday, I hit the Salvation Army and scored big time -- got 8 tops, a pair of capris and some glasses, for $10.00.  Shopping now is so different.  No longer do I have to seek out something that I might be able to fit into ---- now, I have choices, choices, and more choices, and have the dilemma of narrowing down my selection.  What a great feeling!

Maura called to say my lawn mower was fixed.  As I suspected, my over-filling the oil caused the problems.  Oil got over everything.  Joe had to take out the spark plug and replace it, and replaced the air filter, and had to wipe the oil off.  I knew nothing major was wrong.  So, I'll be able to mow as soon as I get the mower back.  My grass grows so fast - can't wait to mow.

Time to take Jim to the Clinic, and get on with the day.

Prayers and good wishes to all.

Good morning Mary and everyone....

Mary....I am sorry to hear you have more pain. I hope the Neurotin helps give you some relief. 

I am so glad you have asked for a walker. It really will help with walking. I walk more with it and am getting stronger. I wish I didn't need it but I do. I hope it works out well for you too!

You got some great bargains at the Salvation Army!!! I am so happy for you!!  Yes...shopping now is so much better then it was...it is fun again! 

I am happy that the lawnmower is fixed. Now I hope you can get it and get the mowing done. Don't overdo in these hot temps!!

I hope Jim is doing better and the doctor gives him some better news. Still sending prayers for both of you. 

As for me.... I am doing okay. Struggling with a bit of depression but nothing I can't handle. Many people have it worse then I do.

I had a nice quiet day yesterday...finally!! I really needed that kind of day. I am working out some things and I needed to do some thinking. 

It is a sunny beautiful day here today. The high will just be around 80 or so. I love that kind of weather!! I wish I could be out in it more but the humidity gets to high. The humidity is going to be a bit lower this afternoon so I hope to sit outside with my NOOK and read. 

I am sending prayers for Butch, Vickie and the girls. I know Vickie is handling this as good as can be expected. Even so it is not an easy thing to do. God Bless them all. I love this family. They have so much love and caring for each other. That is what makes it so heartbreaking. I am right here for you Vickie!! 

I am going to go for my walk now. I will check in again throughout the day.

Judy...I am glad you are doing okay with your health...as well as you can right now with all that is on your mind. Concentrate on your son's wedding!! That is almost here. I am so happy for them!! I look forward to awesome pictures!!! Love you!!! 

Prayers for our amazing OFF Family and their families.

Everyone try to have a good day...pop outside if even for 5 minutes...the fresh air is refreshing!!

Much love and many hugs to all....connie d 

Hi Mary and my OFF family:

I take neurotin; it works OK, but it does have side effects, such as memory issues. But it's cheap. Don't take a real high dose. I was up to 1200 mg at one time and it really affected my memory ... I couldn't remember where I put anything. I'm taking it until I can get back on Lyrica, which worked much better but is really expensive. 

Connie, I understand about depression issues. Hang in there, friend. 

I feel better today. No crazy dreams. I took my Xanax before I went to bed. I slept OK, but still woke up a lot. No loud noises today, either. Hands are still shaky, though. I chewed enough of my fingernails yesterday, I had bandaids on a lot of them. Can't wait to get to my therapist on Tuesday ... I may see if I can change the frequency to once a week for awhile. I didn't realize things weren't resolved. 

Waiting for my brother to get here ... oh, here he is. Guess I'll have to go. Have a good day.

Hi Eileen.....I am glad you took the Xanax last night. You could have had a worse night without it. I hope you can get on a dose that works well for you.

I am anxious for you to see your therapist too. I am so sorry that "IT" did this to you!! It will take some time for you to get through this. Be good to yourself. I really do care!!! 

Thank you...I will be "hanging in there". Some days are harder then others to deal with depression. I will keep working at it and pray it gets better soon! I know you understand plenty about depression. Some times it just jumps in and grabs us when we least expect it. This time I wasn't expecting it!!

I am glad Gary is there...go have a fun day together!!!!! I hope you can at least get out for lunch together. Happy apartment hunting!!

Lots of love and hugs to you...connie d

Eileen,  I sent you that obit we talked about on your email.  Would appreciate any input or changes you feel are needed.

Thanks, hon!

Hard to post today. Holding Butch's hand and typing one handed with my left.  Butch is very quiet today.  He said all his goodbyes yesterday. We talked for hours. I think it was his last rally.  Today he is content for me to sit beside him while he dozes. I will write more about our last conversation when I can. It was the most precious talk of my life.  Love you all.

Ahhhh Vickie....I'm tearing up...

Prayers!

Kathy....I know what you mean...this is so heartbreaking.

HUGS and LOVE...connie d

Hi Vickie....I am so glad you had such a wonderful day yesterday with Butch. I think you both needed that one more time. 

I love you Vickie  and will always be here for you!! Much love for Butch and your sweet girls too! This is a very hard time for all of you.  I care so much for you and your dear family. 

God Bless Butch...You...the girls and all your families.

I am glad you are holding Butch's hand. That will bring peace to both of you. Your love for each other will carry you through and long afterwards too. You two have a forever love. 

Take care...much love and many gentle hugs to you ...connie d

Vickie, I remember doing this with my friend Gloria, sitting with her and having pizza over her while she was in her bed. I knew that day I'd never see her again and I wanted to cry, but she told me not to cry, that she was ready to go. So we ate pizza over her body (sort of like communion, I guess, only not as holy). I said my goodbyes, hugged her, hugged her husband (we had all gone to college together), and two weeks later I got a call from her hubby that she was gone. I know this is different; maybe he is ready to go now. I wish both of you peace in parting. Your love is very special; not every one has that. You're so lucky.