Wednesday

Connie,

Sorry you're so tired you feel ill!

If I don't get adequate sleep I begin to experience anxiety, and then it becomes a vicious cycle where I can't fall asleep b/c my adrenaline is racing. Ugh!

Please try to get some decent rest tonite. Warm bath, glass of wine...whatever to relax you...

I know what you mean about the fruit...veggies I can do w/out...lol, but I have caught myself forgetting to eat my protein AT EVERY MEAL! (sigh!)

Also , congrats on that weight loss. that's a lot for a little girl!

Hi Kathy...thanks...I can't even sit here any longer...I just feel ill!!

A little girl...not so honey...LOL!!! You make me laugh!!

If I took a bath right now I would surely drown...I am serious!! I did take a shower!!! Time to get off here  for now as I need to lay down. I took a Flexeril and a half of a Vicodin. I am so woozy!! 

More love and hugs...connie d

Hi Mary and my OFF family:

Well, I skipped the Y today. I was so tired yesterday and I had stuff to do around the house, plus shopping to do. So I got up fairly early (because I went to bed early) and did shopping. Well, that didn't go as planned. First, I stopped at Starbucks ... it was closed because of a water main break and a subsequent boil advisory in the area (all the restaurants and anything with food was affected). I had brought a bottle of water with me but damn, I wanted that iced coffee! So then I had to go to Walmart and the bank in Walmart because the new debit card wasn't working with my PIN. Got that done and got a few things there. Then went across to Sam's ... they no longer carry my favorite Planter's cocoa almonds ... Bummer! That was basically why I shop there. 

So then I went to the other Starbucks to get that iced coffee, then to Schnucks for some stuff they had on sale. One of the things I wanted was salad... the classic romaine mix. They didn't have any of it. There was plenty of everything else ****berg mix, etc.) By the time I got done shopping, I was burning up ... it was 90 degrees and I was in a bad mood. I got home, and the idiot handyman who still hasn't finished fixing my ceiling was blowing around the rocks and garbage in the parking lot. I pull into a spot that looks empty and it isn't ... it's got his little cart with his tools parked in it. Right in front of my apartment ... I'm in a foul mood anyway, my body's hurting and now I have to drag groceries even farther. I chastised him and he didn't understand ... didn't even apologize. My other neighbor was out as I'm hauling groceries two bags at a time in and finally helped me bring in my bags. 

By the time I got in, I had to get an ice pack on my neck to cool down. Starting to feel better too. Had a headache and my body was hurting a lot. I think some of my anger has to do with my recent attack, too. 

Vickie, I'm glad you're doing something for yourself. You'll feel better and that will help you get through this for Butch. Know we are here for you whenever you need us. 

I need to get back to laundry. I'm starting to feel human again. Have a good day.

Hello Eileen....you had a crazy busy day too!! I am glad you finally got your Starbuck's and got your errands done. You sound like I feel!!  My pain is so bad today and I don't understand it. My everything hurts! I hope you managed to get your nec****d!!

That handyman sounds worthless!! What a dope!!I am glad your neighbor helped you carry your groceries in.

Have a good evening....lots of love and hugs....connie d