Hi y'all it's Friday
I was supposed to be off Thursday but ... about 2 p.m., I got a phone call from work ... the one guy who always seems to call in sick the day after his days off (and especially when he's schedule to work a six-day week), called in sick again twice this week. So I was called in to work. I had just ordered out and was waiting for food ... well, it was a half hour late, so I called and asked where my food was ... they said it had been delivered (nope, wasn't here). I was also trying to do laundry ... got two loads done but still have lots left to do.
So I nuked a frozen dinner, took my shower and off to work I went ... at least I had a clean bra and clean jeans. But I was tired and hungry and not happy at all. And then the sports guy made me change my cover again this week. I was doing well until that project. Could've killed him.
I vow not to answer the phone today ... too tired, sore, achy. Right knee is back feeling like someone is sticking a knife in it. I also have to go get my drug screen . ... could've done it yesterday, because I got my paperwork but then couldn't do it because I had to work. Can't wait to get out of here.
Well, I'm fading fast ... my eyelids are drooping. Night y'all.
So I nuked a frozen dinner, took my shower and off to work I went ... at least I had a clean bra and clean jeans. But I was tired and hungry and not happy at all. And then the sports guy made me change my cover again this week. I was doing well until that project. Could've killed him.
I vow not to answer the phone today ... too tired, sore, achy. Right knee is back feeling like someone is sticking a knife in it. I also have to go get my drug screen . ... could've done it yesterday, because I got my paperwork but then couldn't do it because I had to work. Can't wait to get out of here.
Well, I'm fading fast ... my eyelids are drooping. Night y'all.
Good morning, Eileen and all to follow:
Guess I haven't congratulated you on the new job....well done! It will be good to have you back here in the midwest again...
My busy life continues -- house is decorated all that it's going to be, some goodies made, cards nearly done.....however, the guest room bed is covered in boxes of presents that need to be wrapped -- I have to keep the door closed so no one can see what a mess it is!!!
I have a new friend -- ok ok this one is definitely a good guy.
He's a bit older, but he's a stable man, Christian, and you might say "a good ole' boy".....he's originally from Kentucky, has a country band called "Good Old Country", has an income tax service, and a great smile plus a really nice singing voice. We clicked because of the big interest in music we both have. He's over by Detroit, so we most likely won't be getting together anytime soon - he doesn't like driving in bad weather and neither do I.....we talked on the phone for 40 minutes last evening -- delightful. Keeping my fingers crossed.
We have some new snow this morning and baby it is cold -- only expecting a high of 28 deg. today.
Time to get on the exercise bike, then off to the little job.
Have a great friday,
Pat r.
Guess I haven't congratulated you on the new job....well done! It will be good to have you back here in the midwest again...
My busy life continues -- house is decorated all that it's going to be, some goodies made, cards nearly done.....however, the guest room bed is covered in boxes of presents that need to be wrapped -- I have to keep the door closed so no one can see what a mess it is!!!
I have a new friend -- ok ok this one is definitely a good guy.
He's a bit older, but he's a stable man, Christian, and you might say "a good ole' boy".....he's originally from Kentucky, has a country band called "Good Old Country", has an income tax service, and a great smile plus a really nice singing voice. We clicked because of the big interest in music we both have. He's over by Detroit, so we most likely won't be getting together anytime soon - he doesn't like driving in bad weather and neither do I.....we talked on the phone for 40 minutes last evening -- delightful. Keeping my fingers crossed.
We have some new snow this morning and baby it is cold -- only expecting a high of 28 deg. today.
Time to get on the exercise bike, then off to the little job.
Have a great friday,
Pat r.
Grateful for 404 days sober and so proud of me.
Hope the day goes better Eileen.
Doctor visit was good. He came into the room, knowing why I was there, his nurse had given him my message and concerns. We talked about how I was feeling and he asked if I had been diagnosed with fibro. He started me on cymbalta and told me not to stop the medicine without talking to him, he will talk me through any issues with this medicine. I read the insert and took my 1st dose last night. Had a really bad belly ache during the night, but it passed quickly. Will give this a good try.
Moving today or tomorrow to winter site, so lots to do.
Prayers for all.....each day you are all included with my dialog with God.
Monica
Hope the day goes better Eileen.
Doctor visit was good. He came into the room, knowing why I was there, his nurse had given him my message and concerns. We talked about how I was feeling and he asked if I had been diagnosed with fibro. He started me on cymbalta and told me not to stop the medicine without talking to him, he will talk me through any issues with this medicine. I read the insert and took my 1st dose last night. Had a really bad belly ache during the night, but it passed quickly. Will give this a good try.
Moving today or tomorrow to winter site, so lots to do.
Prayers for all.....each day you are all included with my dialog with God.
Monica
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Morning Eileen, OFFr Friends,
You'll be outta there soon Eileen, so just hang in. . .hope today is a better one for you.
Pat, sounds like you're an old pro at the dating game now, which is good, cause about the only thing wrong you can do is not keep trying. . . I was at it for four years before I hit paydirt, me and my Tony are a good match, not sure what the future holds, hoping for a rest of our life thing, but it's a good match and we have a wonderful time, until he retires in another 3 years, won't know for sure what will be. . . best wishes for you and your new friend.
Monica congrats and good wishes that the new drug will help you with your pain.
I'm a little off today, just tired and cranky, which for a Friday is unusual, but oh well, this too shall pass I'm sure. I have lots to do after work, as I need to get my butt to Home Depot, which I could not do as planned last night because I forgot the darned paint chips and guess what I did it again today, but I realized that since it is their colors, I can look at the wall and find what I need, this way Bert can get busy and freshen things up. Roxie is back to her old self and while she'll let me clean out her ears, she does not like having the drops put in, I kind of have to chase and hold her down, but afterwards I give her a treat, so hoping she'll begin to associate the treat part with the process by tomorrow. . .
So nothing much else, Tony is coming tomorrow and then I have to meet up with friends on Sunday and finish purchasing whatever gifts I will be buying, as well as do some food prep for the week, as well as an office party we are having on Thursday.
Well you take care and I wish peace and strength to all, most especially those who are dealing with life situations that present challenges.
Hugs, Laureen
You'll be outta there soon Eileen, so just hang in. . .hope today is a better one for you.
Pat, sounds like you're an old pro at the dating game now, which is good, cause about the only thing wrong you can do is not keep trying. . . I was at it for four years before I hit paydirt, me and my Tony are a good match, not sure what the future holds, hoping for a rest of our life thing, but it's a good match and we have a wonderful time, until he retires in another 3 years, won't know for sure what will be. . . best wishes for you and your new friend.
Monica congrats and good wishes that the new drug will help you with your pain.
I'm a little off today, just tired and cranky, which for a Friday is unusual, but oh well, this too shall pass I'm sure. I have lots to do after work, as I need to get my butt to Home Depot, which I could not do as planned last night because I forgot the darned paint chips and guess what I did it again today, but I realized that since it is their colors, I can look at the wall and find what I need, this way Bert can get busy and freshen things up. Roxie is back to her old self and while she'll let me clean out her ears, she does not like having the drops put in, I kind of have to chase and hold her down, but afterwards I give her a treat, so hoping she'll begin to associate the treat part with the process by tomorrow. . .
So nothing much else, Tony is coming tomorrow and then I have to meet up with friends on Sunday and finish purchasing whatever gifts I will be buying, as well as do some food prep for the week, as well as an office party we are having on Thursday.
Well you take care and I wish peace and strength to all, most especially those who are dealing with life situations that present challenges.
Hugs, Laureen
My Mantra is that I do not determine my success by the number hanging in my closet, nor will I let the scale determine that success either. . . It is through trial and error I will continue to grow and succeed. . . Laureen
"Success is a journey, not a destination." Ben Sweetland
Mental picture and morning chuckle here of Laureen chasing and tackling Roxie. Folks. I've met both and let me tell you it's a pretty even match size wise, but that girl does like her treats and loving so Laureen will probably gain the advantage. Gotta love watching her wag her hiney (Roxie not Laureen!) Her whole rear shakes when she's wagging her stubby tail and I swear she smiles in adoration at Laureen.
Karen C
Aww shucks Julia and so are you. . . enjoy your Bunco. . .
Hugs, L
Hugs, L
My Mantra is that I do not determine my success by the number hanging in my closet, nor will I let the scale determine that success either. . . It is through trial and error I will continue to grow and succeed. . . Laureen
"Success is a journey, not a destination." Ben Sweetland
Karen,
You made me smile with what you said and she (Roxie) is a smiler for sure and even I can see the adoration in her eyes when she looks at me and up to now she pretty much will let me do anything, but I guess putting drops in her ears is pushing her tolerance (lol), but I got it done. Hard to believe it, but she has now been with me almost 2 years, so the old adage about every cloud having a silver lining is soooooo true, who'd a thunk that out of my grief of Dillinger, I would have such a loving reward.
So missing you and the other wonderful women I had the pleasure of meeting and spending time with, I could really use some Sistah time. . . at least we got some good news today and that made me feel better. . .
Hugs, Laureen
You made me smile with what you said and she (Roxie) is a smiler for sure and even I can see the adoration in her eyes when she looks at me and up to now she pretty much will let me do anything, but I guess putting drops in her ears is pushing her tolerance (lol), but I got it done. Hard to believe it, but she has now been with me almost 2 years, so the old adage about every cloud having a silver lining is soooooo true, who'd a thunk that out of my grief of Dillinger, I would have such a loving reward.
So missing you and the other wonderful women I had the pleasure of meeting and spending time with, I could really use some Sistah time. . . at least we got some good news today and that made me feel better. . .
Hugs, Laureen
My Mantra is that I do not determine my success by the number hanging in my closet, nor will I let the scale determine that success either. . . It is through trial and error I will continue to grow and succeed. . . Laureen
"Success is a journey, not a destination." Ben Sweetland
Good Morning Eileen and OFF Sisters,
So sorry that work is dogging you, Eileen. I hope you can get some rest today.
I missed my AA meeting today, because I forgot to get my Avon order in last night, and it is due today by noon. So, I just put my order in, and now, I am checking in on OFF and PA forums.
I will have to make the noon meeting, which is usually a zoo, with lots of young, rude people who talk when people are sharing. If I get there early, I can sit closer to the front, and keep my back to the rude ones.
Then, this afternoon, I have my psychiatrist appointment. I hope he will adjust my meds. I am not sure what needs adjusting, as I take three psych meds.
I also have all of my granddaughter's presents to wrap.
I hope everyone has a great day.
Huggles,
Trish
So sorry that work is dogging you, Eileen. I hope you can get some rest today.
I missed my AA meeting today, because I forgot to get my Avon order in last night, and it is due today by noon. So, I just put my order in, and now, I am checking in on OFF and PA forums.
I will have to make the noon meeting, which is usually a zoo, with lots of young, rude people who talk when people are sharing. If I get there early, I can sit closer to the front, and keep my back to the rude ones.
Then, this afternoon, I have my psychiatrist appointment. I hope he will adjust my meds. I am not sure what needs adjusting, as I take three psych meds.
I also have all of my granddaughter's presents to wrap.
I hope everyone has a great day.
Huggles,
Trish
Seek always to do some good, somewhere. Every man has to seek in his own way to realize his true worth. You must give some time to your fellow man. For remember, you don't live in a world all your own. Your brothers are here too.
Albert Schweitzer
Albert Schweitzer
Good morning Eileen and everyone,
Eileen, the last few days on a job are always the worst! Just when you're wanting to pull away, they always try to pile more on you! You hang in there.
Laureen, sorry you're out of sorts today. I know the feeling! I'll bet the new paint is pretty! I love new paint.
Monica, hope you start feeling MUCH better on the Cymbalta. Think positive thoughts. Apparently when it works, it works great.
I want to thank all of you who wrote me encouraging words yesterday. The situation with Christie is pretty awful, all right, but it's not new. Chris was first diagnosed with bi-polar disorder at about age 15, but we had been struggling mightily with her since age 13. And, frankly, I now can look back and see the early signs of it throughout her childhood. I just didn't know what I was dealing with then. So this has been a lifelong problem in our family.
The trouble is that she won't admit she has a problem. I understand what many of you say when you talk about her meds. Hell, the kid hasn't been on ANY meds since the age of 16. She refuses all medication and all therapy and any kind of help at all. In her mind, SHE doesn't have a problem. The rest of us do! Of course, she's the one with 4 suicide attempts and multiple stays in mental hospitals, and she's also the one who has never successfully maintained a relationship with anyone--but no, she doesn't have a problem.
Sorry for the sarcasm. It's just so frustrating and painful dealing with her. I can only take being called an "f---ing *****" so many times in one week, you know? After that, I tend to get a little touchy about it.
It's not always as bad as this. She goes through relatively mellow periods, too. But she is always at war with someone. Since John's in San Antonio, she's reverted back to me, her lifelong punching bag. I may not like Benny's father much, but I have to give him credit for trying to hang in there with Chris for Benny's sake. I am trying to hang in there with her for Benny's sake, too.
All I want at this point is to be allowed to be Benny's grandmother. I'm so afraid she will use him to hurt me. I'm not sure she has the insight to realize that if she takes Benny away from us in order to strike at me, she will also be hurting him. She's so delusional about things. So I will "abandon the field" so to speak next week in an effort to let things cool down. Plus, I just have to get out of here for my own sanity. With Butch gone, things will go to hell in a hurry. It'll be better if we separate. But since she can't leave here until her car is repaired (and when, oh WHEN is THAT going to happen???), then I'll leave. It'll be better that way.
In the meantime, I am enjoying having both Benny and Butch here for these last few days. Our sweet little man is such a joy in the mornings. Oh, and our new car is supposed to be ready for pick up tomorrow. Yeah, yeah. I'll believe it when I see it. But fingers crossed.
I need to go now. Thanks for listening to me vent. Love you all!
Eileen, the last few days on a job are always the worst! Just when you're wanting to pull away, they always try to pile more on you! You hang in there.
Laureen, sorry you're out of sorts today. I know the feeling! I'll bet the new paint is pretty! I love new paint.
Monica, hope you start feeling MUCH better on the Cymbalta. Think positive thoughts. Apparently when it works, it works great.
I want to thank all of you who wrote me encouraging words yesterday. The situation with Christie is pretty awful, all right, but it's not new. Chris was first diagnosed with bi-polar disorder at about age 15, but we had been struggling mightily with her since age 13. And, frankly, I now can look back and see the early signs of it throughout her childhood. I just didn't know what I was dealing with then. So this has been a lifelong problem in our family.
The trouble is that she won't admit she has a problem. I understand what many of you say when you talk about her meds. Hell, the kid hasn't been on ANY meds since the age of 16. She refuses all medication and all therapy and any kind of help at all. In her mind, SHE doesn't have a problem. The rest of us do! Of course, she's the one with 4 suicide attempts and multiple stays in mental hospitals, and she's also the one who has never successfully maintained a relationship with anyone--but no, she doesn't have a problem.
Sorry for the sarcasm. It's just so frustrating and painful dealing with her. I can only take being called an "f---ing *****" so many times in one week, you know? After that, I tend to get a little touchy about it.
It's not always as bad as this. She goes through relatively mellow periods, too. But she is always at war with someone. Since John's in San Antonio, she's reverted back to me, her lifelong punching bag. I may not like Benny's father much, but I have to give him credit for trying to hang in there with Chris for Benny's sake. I am trying to hang in there with her for Benny's sake, too.
All I want at this point is to be allowed to be Benny's grandmother. I'm so afraid she will use him to hurt me. I'm not sure she has the insight to realize that if she takes Benny away from us in order to strike at me, she will also be hurting him. She's so delusional about things. So I will "abandon the field" so to speak next week in an effort to let things cool down. Plus, I just have to get out of here for my own sanity. With Butch gone, things will go to hell in a hurry. It'll be better if we separate. But since she can't leave here until her car is repaired (and when, oh WHEN is THAT going to happen???), then I'll leave. It'll be better that way.
In the meantime, I am enjoying having both Benny and Butch here for these last few days. Our sweet little man is such a joy in the mornings. Oh, and our new car is supposed to be ready for pick up tomorrow. Yeah, yeah. I'll believe it when I see it. But fingers crossed.
I need to go now. Thanks for listening to me vent. Love you all!
Vickie
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