Whiny Monica
I am in a state of being whiny and selfish. I keep pricing digital cameras and they are just too expensive still. Now I have 2 expensive ones and gave them to my kids while deep in depressionville from drinking. Now sober I want one to have so much. Maybe I'll have "extra" cash for one next month. I've looked online and in some stores. The memory cards have gotten cheaper, but the cameras with some little extras are still close to $100. Excuse my semi rantings, just needed to vent. Thanks for listening and still loving me. Monica
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change...
I understand your frustration big time. My ex and his wife go to Europe all the time, and have a nice big house. I screwed up my finances, and can't afford expensive vacations, or my own home.
Page 417, I think, in the AA Big Book has the acceptance passage that helps me stay centered most of the time.
In the meantime, feel free to whine all you want. We all have days like that. Being honest about them is a first step to working through them.
Hugs,
Trish
I understand your frustration big time. My ex and his wife go to Europe all the time, and have a nice big house. I screwed up my finances, and can't afford expensive vacations, or my own home.
Page 417, I think, in the AA Big Book has the acceptance passage that helps me stay centered most of the time.
In the meantime, feel free to whine all you want. We all have days like that. Being honest about them is a first step to working through them.
Hugs,
Trish
Seek always to do some good, somewhere. Every man has to seek in his own way to realize his true worth. You must give some time to your fellow man. For remember, you don't live in a world all your own. Your brothers are here too.
Albert Schweitzer
Albert Schweitzer

Hey Monica, I agree with Judy, can you put some money aside every couple weeks and look for a sale? (Yeah, this from a compulsive/impulsive spender.) I love my digital camera ... I got mine on QVC a couple of years ago. If you shop around, you can find some good deals.
Hey, feel free to vent ... I do it all the time ... it keeps me semi sane. (notice the semi ... never said I was sane).
Hey, feel free to vent ... I do it all the time ... it keeps me semi sane. (notice the semi ... never said I was sane).
Hugs Monica, you are doing so great. I'm sure your kids are enjoying your camera's you gave them. Now when you save up your money, treat yourself to a better camera, one you will have forever. That will be your reward for loving yourself and staying sober.
Then when you get depressed, take your new camera out and take pictures of your doggie.
You are doing so fantastic in so many ways. I'm proud of you and it's your time now. Hugs Debbie
Then when you get depressed, take your new camera out and take pictures of your doggie.
You are doing so fantastic in so many ways. I'm proud of you and it's your time now. Hugs Debbie