Thank you for the reassurance that the mix of feelings I'm having is normal for the grief process. I do know that every day will be different as I work through this sad time.
Sorry for your loss. She is at peace and free from pain. You miss her, I know, and it is hard to separate your pain from wanting your mom to be at peace.
I know you've experienced plenty of grief over the loss of dear friends during the last few years and I've "watched" you make your way through the sadness via your posts on OFF. It helps to know that I am not alone in this struggle.