Took Nettie to her new home

I took Nettie to her former mommy and her future home today. I found Nettie in the closet, wedged behind my suitcases, so she was easy to catch and put in the cat carrier to take to Jeanine's shelter. Poor Nettie, she meowed pitifully all the way there. When I got to Jeanine's house, Jeanine took Nettie inside to the senior room and placed her inside the cage. All the cats came over to inspect and sniff her over.

Diva was also in the senior room (for those who don't remember, I surrendered Diva in December 2008, because Diva was pooping outside the box). The last time I saw her, she wouldn't come near me. This time, she was a little standoffish at first, but when I came back before I left, she let me pet her, started to purr and then kissed my finger. I think she forgave me for giving her up. Nettie, on the other hand, was really pissed. She turned her back on me and wouldn't let me touch her.

I will go back later this week to bring more stuff to Jeanine's garage stuff for the rescue shelter. I'll say goodbye to Nettie then. I don't know how to cry for her yet. Scooter hasn't gone looking for her yet either.

I know this is the right thing to do, but I will miss her nagging meow, urging me up in the morning to feed her. For the months after the layoff, Nettie and Scooter were the only reasons to get up in the morning. I would have stayed in bed and in my pjs all day without those cats. They were my reason to live.

I have nowhere else to unload these feelings, so thanks for letting me put it out there. I feel a bit empty right now. A piece of my heart is gone, although I know Nettie will have a good home with lots of companionship. She just won't be with me.

oh eileen

my heart goes out to you, our furry friends do mean so much to us.

as long as she will be loved, know in your heart that you are doing
what must be done.

a big hug for you

Jacki

Eileen.....my heart is breaking for you. I respect the decision you have made. It isn't always easy to make that decision when your heart gets in the way. You are doing what is best for her not you. That takes a lot of strength and courage.

Bless your heart.....I am here for you any time.

Hugs sweetie.....connie d

Eileen, You do have such a way with words. Post away if it helps you deal with your feelings. You are doing the right thing, but it doesn't make it hurt any less.

Eileen--that must have been so hard to do but you know in your heart it will be the best thing for Nettie.  She will be fine and will go to a good home which is comforting but I know you will miss her. 

Cats and animals in general give their love so unconditionally that they get us through the tough times in life.  As you said, they got you through those rough years and after the layoff.  I know that my Candy got me through 3 surgeries (including WLS) and having to put her to sleep (even though she was 17 and going downhill fast) was hard.  I know for a long time I would go downstairs and expect to see her there meowing for her food. 

Unload away-you know you always have us.  Hang in there--things will get better.



Sylvia

Oh Eileen! I am so sorry that things came to this. I didn't know that you had made that decision. I know that it had to be so very difficult for you to do this. I know the attachment that you have for Nettie. I know that it is going to be difficult for Scooter too.

Know that we are here for you and that we shall keep you and Scooter close to our hearts more so during this hard time for you both.

Dear Eileen,
My heart breaks for you but you are doing the right thing because it's your choice. Have peace with that. I'm just sitting here pretending to hold your hand. Hugs my friend, this is very hard. Deb

This brought tears to my eyes.  She is in a good place and will be loved.  She'll have the company of the other cats and will adjust.  But your adjustment will be harder and very emotional.

Hugs

Wanda

Oh Eileen, I am so sorry you have to go through this. It hurts! Our furbabies are just that, our babies. Yes, they do give us purpose at times and blessedly so. Each time we have lost one of our furry ones our hearts break. Life seems awfully lonely for a time. I am so glad you have Scooter to help you heal. Rest assured that we understand and offer big hugs.  Write away, dear. Sue

Eileen,

That was the most loving and difficult decision, but the right one.

You life has been one turmoil after another. I'm glad you feel secure sharing with your friends here. You are love and admired.

GREAT BIG HUGS
Annette