It's Tuesday, what's up with you?

hi george and OFF...i also have been missing here and not sure why i am here now...i just feel like i don't belong here anymore....BUT for those that want to know what i have been up to here goes...WORK...been getting close to 40 hours last few weeks and love that big paycheck i get!!! i hurt like hell but i get through it...went to see my pain dr yesterday for a check up and was sent in for a hip xray to see what that shows for my pain. i go back thursday for another injection in my hip area for this pain. dr also gave me a script for a temporary handicap card for the car. hopefully this won't become a permanent card but if it does so be it.

my sister had her arm fixed AGAIN (where they took out the port that had clotted to end of port) and its still NOT right!!! this is the what third or fourth time they "fixed" it!!!! now she will be going to U of M for yet another try to fix it right!!!!!!!!!! this will be on may 19th. she said she has staples all the way up and down her arm this time and can't use her arm at all. i told her she should call a lawyer and see what they can do for her on this mess!!!

my older brother is still not feeling well. last i heard he was peeing blood and throwing up blood and he DID go in to the hospital for that. they wanted to keep him bet he refused said he was ok but if it happened again he would go back there.

mom is doing ok...she had more blocks done in her back again and so far feels a bit better. she is just worried about the 3 of us that are having health issuses. she said if joe gets sick she will go nuts...he is my younger brother and is so far no health problems. (knock on wood) she doesn't want to come here yet because she can't leave bill...afraid he might get worse. i understand that.

i think i might have mentioned that i bought a bike a couple weeks ago. actually rode it once. hurt the hip so bad i didn't want to ride it again....but then the weather got colder and rain all the time so that is another reason i guess...sighs.

went to QUAKER STEAK AND LUBE last night hoping to see the hot rods there but that starts NEXT week....and i am sure this was the last monday night i have off because another co-worker will be back from maternity leave. and also there goes my extra hours. any how we had a great time and the food was good!! i tried the atomic hot sauce and my mouth felt like it was on fire...LOL couldn't taste the food after that but after a bit i could taste again...LOL

well thats all of my news need to get going work ya know...seems all i do is work anymore. but thats a good thing!! just wish i didn't hurt so much.

just feel so out of place here is all...maybe with all that is happening in my family back home its making me depressed?? not sure the reason but best i can come up with for now...

hopefully the pain will be taken care of when i see the dr for the next injection tomorrow morning and also with th results of xray we can figure out what is wrong.

thanks for responding to me!!

thanks eileen...just in a funk i guess....

hopefully you WILL get a job again or disability soon!!!

my back is doing great since i had the nerve blocks done and the facet (sp) blocks done...its the sciatic nerve that i bothering me yet but will find out results of xray tomorrow morning then hope we can get to fix what is wrong!!!

riding the bike was fun but then the pain afterwards OMG!!!! can't afford the indoor pools here and when the pool opens here at apartment its WAY to cold til about mid july for me to get in it!!!

not ashamed of the handicap permit...i think its pretty cool...haha now i can park closer to where i am going and not hurt so bad after i get there!!!

thanks for responding!

thanks george.....but sometimes i feel like i am an outsider here....just how i feel i guess.

sighs....i guess i rode the bike maybe a mile give or take....all i know is when we got to the front of the apartment complex it was a LONG ride back!!! then to carry it back up the steps...i couldn't do it...rick had to do it for me...GOD i love that guy!!! he is my LIFE!! he has brought so much happiness that i lacked for so many years!!!!

i will try harder to feel a part again here i promise!!

thanks for responding!!!