My Heart is Heavy Tonight
I'm so sorry Jacki. You have sure been through the suffering with your accident and now this. The one thing that you may want to say to yourself when you feel as if you've lost yourself also is "I will be OK." "With time I will be OK once more." For now though I know that you feel just sick and numb. And sad, so sad. Cry when you need to and be easy on yourself. If you need support with your grief, just call out here. There are lots here that will cry with you.
Julia
Julia