Tuesday Morning
me again and answering my own post so aime isn't bothered by it...
fixed a nice breakfast then got dressed- we had to go pick up some stupid stuffed animals michael got from freecycle- the grandkids don't need these huge things- anyhow- major major screaming match in the car on the way home- he got out and started towalk- no coat-jeans and sandals- how stupid- i got him in thecar and drove home- screaming at each other all of the way...i went to bed to stay out of the way -took the dogs with me- he went up on the roof of the to blow off leaves- and now he is blowing them out of the yard..
i cannot go through anymore of this ....i just am too tired............is this a seasonal thing? is it a meds thing? is it just from feeling poor?
just had to tell someone no one else to tell my kids don't hear me and my mother would just tell me how it was with her husband before he died.. i feel like this could be the end of the marriage
i am tired of trying to be strong i want to be alone if this is how it is going to be......
fixed a nice breakfast then got dressed- we had to go pick up some stupid stuffed animals michael got from freecycle- the grandkids don't need these huge things- anyhow- major major screaming match in the car on the way home- he got out and started towalk- no coat-jeans and sandals- how stupid- i got him in thecar and drove home- screaming at each other all of the way...i went to bed to stay out of the way -took the dogs with me- he went up on the roof of the to blow off leaves- and now he is blowing them out of the yard..
i cannot go through anymore of this ....i just am too tired............is this a seasonal thing? is it a meds thing? is it just from feeling poor?
just had to tell someone no one else to tell my kids don't hear me and my mother would just tell me how it was with her husband before he died.. i feel like this could be the end of the marriage
i am tired of trying to be strong i want to be alone if this is how it is going to be......
I get up every morning determined to both change the world and have one hell of a good time. Sometimes this makes planning my day difficult.
- E. B. White
Hi Aime and OFF Family,
So sorry to hear that you would even think along those lines, but also happy to hear that you can rest easier knowing you had nothing to do with it, as someone else said, basically, when we are called to the next phase of our development, nothing man does really makes much difference. . . but we always seem to think that somehow we could have made the difference. . . Hugs to you dear friend.
As for me, I have nothing pressing on my agenda today, here at work, reading some posts and getting some good recipes from my home board (PA) for the upcoming holidays, as one of the ladies on there has started a once a month cooking support group and they have been focusing on WLS friendly holiday foods.
Anyway, all is well, no complaints, feeling blessed to be alive and healthy. Giving all the Vets, from past and future, thanks for all their sacrifices along the way!
Prayers, positive thoughts and hugs, Laureen
So sorry to hear that you would even think along those lines, but also happy to hear that you can rest easier knowing you had nothing to do with it, as someone else said, basically, when we are called to the next phase of our development, nothing man does really makes much difference. . . but we always seem to think that somehow we could have made the difference. . . Hugs to you dear friend.
As for me, I have nothing pressing on my agenda today, here at work, reading some posts and getting some good recipes from my home board (PA) for the upcoming holidays, as one of the ladies on there has started a once a month cooking support group and they have been focusing on WLS friendly holiday foods.
Anyway, all is well, no complaints, feeling blessed to be alive and healthy. Giving all the Vets, from past and future, thanks for all their sacrifices along the way!
Prayers, positive thoughts and hugs, Laureen
My Mantra is that I do not determine my success by the number hanging in my closet, nor will I let the scale determine that success either. . . It is through trial and error I will continue to grow and succeed. . . Laureen
"Success is a journey, not a destination." Ben Sweetland
Good Morning Aime and everyone........
I am glad it is Tuesday and a paid holiday..woohooo!! We need to thank all the veterns today...all those brave and wonderful men and women....because of them we can sleep at night.
I have errands to run and should get out and get started as it is supposed to start snowing about noon today...UGH!!!
Thanksgiving is creeping up on us....I have barely started my Christmas shopping.....I need to get on that soon!!
Judy....you keep the snow...I don't want it yet. We are supposed to get some around noon today....nasty!!
Brenda....I love the Mouthwatering Mondays...thanks again for doing that.....it is so fun to share.
Everyone have a wonderful day.....prayers to those in need...love and hugs to all.....connie d
I am glad it is Tuesday and a paid holiday..woohooo!! We need to thank all the veterns today...all those brave and wonderful men and women....because of them we can sleep at night.
I have errands to run and should get out and get started as it is supposed to start snowing about noon today...UGH!!!
Thanksgiving is creeping up on us....I have barely started my Christmas shopping.....I need to get on that soon!!
Judy....you keep the snow...I don't want it yet. We are supposed to get some around noon today....nasty!!
Brenda....I love the Mouthwatering Mondays...thanks again for doing that.....it is so fun to share.
Everyone have a wonderful day.....prayers to those in need...love and hugs to all.....connie d
Good morning, all y'all.
The sun is shining, the world is turning and there is much to be grateful for. I'm done with the Fresno trips, my labs are good and care is being transferred back to the local doctors. I'm getting better with the water and protein although I forgot meds/vitamins this morning and still working on making regular time for exercise. Yesterday's Fresno trip took all day so I'm working on this holiday to try to catch up. House is a wreck though so I need to save some energy for that after work today. Lots of leaves and branches down after our recent windy rains and soggy doggy poop in the yard to deal with.
Kids and dog are OK at this time. I have good friends who love me. Helped one out over the weekend at the Santa Cruz flea market. Lots of work but she made over $300 on stuff that she didn't need anymore. Surprising what people buy. Makes me want to clear out the storage room and give it a try too. I spent $90 there but came home with some good stuff, mostly to assist Maren who's going through some financial difficulties.
OK better get to work. Much honor to all the vets including my dear, departed dad who was on Normandy Beach two weeks after D-Day and also served in Korea.
Hugs to all, Linda
The sun is shining, the world is turning and there is much to be grateful for. I'm done with the Fresno trips, my labs are good and care is being transferred back to the local doctors. I'm getting better with the water and protein although I forgot meds/vitamins this morning and still working on making regular time for exercise. Yesterday's Fresno trip took all day so I'm working on this holiday to try to catch up. House is a wreck though so I need to save some energy for that after work today. Lots of leaves and branches down after our recent windy rains and soggy doggy poop in the yard to deal with.
Kids and dog are OK at this time. I have good friends who love me. Helped one out over the weekend at the Santa Cruz flea market. Lots of work but she made over $300 on stuff that she didn't need anymore. Surprising what people buy. Makes me want to clear out the storage room and give it a try too. I spent $90 there but came home with some good stuff, mostly to assist Maren who's going through some financial difficulties.
OK better get to work. Much honor to all the vets including my dear, departed dad who was on Normandy Beach two weeks after D-Day and also served in Korea.
Hugs to all, Linda
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on 11/11/08 12:46 am - Park Forest, IL
on 11/11/08 12:46 am - Park Forest, IL
Hello dear friends,
Sad day for me today. One of my closest friends has lung cancer (1 1/2 yrs since diagnosis), it has spread to her brain. I spoke to her husband today the prognosis is not good and he said things are day by day, that she is going downhill very quickly. I am so sad. I keep crying.
guess I don't feel much like posting today.......
sad hugs, Paulette
Sad day for me today. One of my closest friends has lung cancer (1 1/2 yrs since diagnosis), it has spread to her brain. I spoke to her husband today the prognosis is not good and he said things are day by day, that she is going downhill very quickly. I am so sad. I keep crying.
guess I don't feel much like posting today.......
sad hugs, Paulette
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on 11/12/08 9:18 pm - Park Forest, IL
on 11/12/08 9:18 pm - Park Forest, IL
Hi Eileen, sorry I am so slow to thank you for your kind words. i have opt get back to checking OH and my emails daily. My friend is hanging in there. I hope she makes it through the holidays. I'll try to call you later today,
Hugs, Paulette
Hugs, Paulette
Paulette, I am sending to you my love and hugs of comfort. I know how it is to loose a close friend and it hurts really bad. Know that God is waiting for her and she will have no more pain or discomfort. No more sadness for her only complete and wonderful peace and joy. I am keeping you and her family in my prayers for peace, understanding and comfort. I know that God is keeping you in the circle of His loving and comforting arms and will grant to you all the peace that passes understanding only through Him.
I am sending you much love and many hugs along with my prayers. Know that I am here for you when or if you need to talk.
I am sending you much love and many hugs along with my prayers. Know that I am here for you when or if you need to talk.
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on 11/12/08 9:22 pm - Park Forest, IL
on 11/12/08 9:22 pm - Park Forest, IL
Dear Sweet Brenda, Thank you so much for your kind and loving reply. I know God has a special place waiting for her, and I don't want her to suffer but I also know how much I am going to miss her. I appreciate so much your kind words and prayers. I respect your faith and strength in our God's love that shines through you. I hope you realize what a source of joy your posts are to so many people. And the God uses you to reach many.
I really do need to call you, when is a good time.
Lots of hugs Paulette
I really do need to call you, when is a good time.
Lots of hugs Paulette