I'm still here..

J Brown
on 9/2/08 3:45 am - Omaha, NE

The deed is done. He wasn't happy and was angry that I would do it"in front of people" ( The pastor and her husband) But I just kept telling him, I needed to be heard and later if he had questions he would have someone to ask. He doesn't understand and got angry but kept control. I left asking him to stay behind for a few minutes. He called me twice during the afternoon leaving messages , like " I will be keeping the phone going" ( cell phones) which I plan on deleating all the numbers on mine and giving it to the pastor tomorrow. The second call he said I see you took all your things out of here already. His voice was very sad and calm, he said he would call me back at 6 pm. He never called back and didn't call at all yesterday. Honestly the fact that he is being so quiet is making me more nervous than if he called constantly. I had a glorious day yesterday. Stayed in my jammies until the afternoon. Watched TLC all day, cleaned out the fridge( yeow did I find some science projects in there) made brownies and did some paperwork that was way behind. In other words, I did what I wanted too.
I can't thank you all enough for your prayers and concern. Please please keep it up this isn't over yet. I have to run, mom is having some minor surgery and it is time to pick her up.. Blessings

JeanB

azreggie
on 9/2/08 4:19 am - Tucson, AZ

RNY on 04/04/08

God bless you Jean. I think he already has.
Reggie

Reggie

susandoeshair
on 9/2/08 4:36 am - Alexander, AR

RNY on 09/14/06

Hi Jean,

Just got off the phone with our Debbie. She specifically asked if we had heard from you and was so glad (as was I) that you are fine. Wanted you to know we're all still here for you!

Take care of yourself

Hugs and smoochies

Susan

linda1019
on 9/2/08 4:43 am - Carmel Valley, CA

RNY on 10/17/08

Jean, So good to hear that you've set in motion exactly what you intended to. Stick to your resolve now. It might not be easy.
I'm sending comfort, strength and wisdom your way.
Blessings and blissings, Carmel Valley Linda

Aracay
on 9/2/08 4:48 am - Cranston, RI

Lap Band on 09/19/08

I know you don't really know me, but I too was happy to see your post today and know that you are doing well. I am thinking good thoughts for you and wishing you peace.

Cara

Cara

When you get older, you realize it's a lot less about your place in the world but your place in you. It's not how everyone views you, but how you view yourself. - Natalie Portman

(deactivated member)
on 9/2/08 4:55 am - Park Forest, IL

Hi Jean,

So glad to hear from you. You are in my prayers . Hugs, Paulette

Judy G.
on 9/2/08 4:59 am - Galion, OH

RNY on 10/17/06

jean!!!!! hey glad to see you here posting away to us!!! just remember to keep your eyes open when out and about ya hear?? not to scare you but he could be the calm before the storm....still praying for you to be safe from that man!!!!

hugs

Laureen S.
on 9/2/08 5:53 am - Maple Shade, NJ

RNY on 10/16/07

Jeanne,

So glad to hear that you are doing what you want to be doing! Hope that the calm continues and that it is not the eye of the storm. . . in the meantime, prayers and positive thoughts continue and hope all went well with your Mom's procedure.

Hugs, Laureen

My Mantra is that I do not determine my success by the number hanging in my closet, nor will I let the scale determine that success either. . . It is through trial and error I will continue to grow and succeed. . . Laureen

"Success is a journey, not a destination." Ben Sweetland

Connie D.
on 9/2/08 6:01 am

RNY on 08/29/07

Jean....I am so glad you are okay!! we have all been so worried.

Please do not let your guard down even for a little while. I don't feel you have heard or seen the last of him yet!!!

Prayers continue for your safety.

Hugs, connie d