What we are eating,and what's eating us!!!! Friday

Good morning my special friend...... It looks like it is going to be a nice day today....temps in the 40s...yeah!!! Honey.....I am a pro at acting as if I am happy.....been doing it for years!!!  Laughing on the outside ....crying on the inside! I updated a little about Nic on the "Whats New" and about my weekend plans. Going to spend the weekend at a lodge with WLS friends. This has been a very long week.....so much needed to be done after a 4 day weekend.......ugh! B-yogurt w/kashi and string cheese S-fruit L-Tuna, cottage cheese, and baby carrots S-fruit D-chicken and veggies S-?? Hope you can find lots to smile about today!!!     Love and oodles of hugs to you sweetie.......Boo...to you!!

Nice day, temps in the 40s - BRRRR!  At 6:20 when I left home it was 65 degrees.  Here in my office it's probably 50 - why do they insist on keeping it so cold in here?  The morgue is down the hall, I can understand keeping it cold in there, but we're still alive and breathing, no need to chill us!

The cold hurts my bones!! As much as I complain about the summers here, I must say I believe God placed me where these bones could do there best. Poo on them for keeping it cold!!!

Hello my beloved, I know you try so hard to smile, when things are so hard. I will read up on Nic of course. I am a manic depressive, just diagnosed in the last 2 years, also social anxiety, and post tramatic stress disorder, it's a miracle I function at all. I do not visit or accept company into my home except for 2 close friends and family. I feel so safe with you guys, I know I would never have any problem meeting youse (grin). Love ya!

Hello again sweet Linda....you are the best!! I really do hope to meet one day......you are sooooo important to me. You are such a inspiration to me in so many ways. I too suffer from serious mental health issues....nothing that I want to get into on here. Sometime we can talk. Love you.....Boo...to you!

I know...I find myself sharing a little more. This is good for me. There are so many skeletons, I let go over the demons as I can! I am wearing my sister's rosary today, God rest her soul, it makes me feel close to her. I was going through jewelry and giving Olivia bunches as she can wear the bracelets and rings neither of us could for a long time. I am so glad I have come a long way. Hugs!

Hi Linda.....I understand the need to feel close to those we have lost. My niece/god daughter passed away four years ago from a brain tumor. We were very close...she was like one of my own daughters. She also had WLS but died from a brain tumor just as she reached her goal weight. It was totally unexpected. I wear her watch everyday. It makes me feel she is near. I have prettier watches but I choose to wear this one because of her. God bless you Linda....I am sorry for the loss of your sister. Love and hugs always....Boo ...to you!

Good morning to you sweet Linda and all of my other OFF family.  I feel so cold this morning. I wish that I had time to get some hot oatmeal but I didn't so here I sit freezing my butt off and thinking of either my warm bed or my hot oatmeal. I kind of know what I am going to have today to eat. I am still in question about dinner but will figure it out later. It is just to much for my morning mind to think about. lol B: protein bar L: chicken salad and veggies D: I am not sure right now S: protein bar and maybe some popcorn I haven't had that in a long time I have tried to up the protein and seem to be doing a better job the last couple of days. I am eating my protein bars even though I hate them. I am eating the Pure Protein and they are terrible. I think that I like South Beach much better. I am going to get them when I need to get more. Any other ideas from anyone on the bars?  I better get going. People actually think that I should be working around here for some reason! Wonder why? Oh yeah, because I am suppose to be! Forgot about that one.

You poor baby!! You could not bring the oat meal with??? I only do SB protein bars, and they have a nut medley bar that rocks girl...you gotta try them..poo on nasty protein bars..poo poo!! I am behind enemy lines to so I had better run. Have a great day!

Marching forward here... being a big baby though.... I REALLY don't want to go do this class! ... I have been home awhile and am totally spoiled! WAAAaaa!!!!! OK... whining over, normal (goofy) mode activated I have sure found MY breakfast... finally! Hormel - Cure 81 Ham, 1 serving Egg Beaters - Egg Beaters, 0.25 cup(s) Kraft Natural Shredded Cheese - Cheddar Fat Free, 0.25 cup Louisana hot sauce Total of 184 calories, 30 protein, 3 fat and 2 carbs! Works for me! ... filled me up, but not too full! Lunch - Tuna... I would like to have crackers again, but my mind is now in a different mode and when I look at crackers I see a square, white deadly snake... white death! ... EEK! (silly I know, but I have to have either 200 crackers or none... ) Dinner - no clue yet... gonna have to check out what is in the Tallahassee area around my motel. See ya...