PARTY TIME !!!!

OMG I AM A NUT! and now all the nice ladies from the board will know!! I spent ten years trapped in my fat. Now I am going to go out and have fun and not care what people think! I'll try to be at your house by 7:45 so we can get there on time. Give Mindy & Linda a call and see if they can come! I'm planning to invite a few friends too (one's a single guy, hmm) Have fun tonight & let me know if you run accross any fun places. The DJ at Billygans invited me back there but that place was boring. You're right...I Don't want him calling every day! If he did, I wouldn't answer! OMG is it Only Tuesday???? I'm ready for Friday NOW! Tam

I am still trapped in my fat, but I pack it away like a lightweight, so watch out! I get silly fast! I will sooo be there!!! I will be there about 8:30 if ya all are gonna show up early, I can too! Let's pretend it's Friday, and nobody show up for work tomorrow!! Brandi

Brandi, You are well on your way, so you wont be trapped for long! It's a long long road, longer for some than others, but you will get there. In the mean time, we can celebrate the distance you've covered already! I'm all for not showing up tomorrow, but if I miss too much work I can't afford to go out on Friday! Tammy

Tell me about it, by the time I have surgery (if it happens when I hope it will) I will have been on this for 2 years!! UGH!! My life has been so buisy in those years though, that it's gone by very fast, and I have had plenty of time to eduate myself, anybody mind if I bring my camera??? I will send out pics to anyone who emails me with their email addy. Well, you have a point on the friday thing, maybe I will show up at work tomorrow and just be a nice responsible adult ::::ROLFMAO:::::: or a least pretend I am! LOL! Brandi

I don't mind if you bring your camera...I'm bringing mine! Be a good girl and go to work tomorrow...earn those medical bennies! I can't imagine waiting 2 years...I wanted it, and I wanted it NOW. If I'd have been patient, I could have had the RNY, but the only place that would get me in right away only does VBG, so that's what I did. Plus the RNY scared me a little! I'm a chicken! Tam

Camera is comming then! LOL! I LOVE to take pictures!! The wait is hard, but the closer I get, the more nervous I become, still not having made up my mind on the surgery I want. RNY or the Band, who knows? LOL Brandi

we all get silly fast.. trapped in fat or trapped in a fat "head".. (umm me!!) LOL can't wait till friday!! theresa

yup, it's only tuesday.. I am know I am ready for friday night.. my plans just got canceled for tonight.. bummer!! so instead I am gonna go have my nails done. can't stand them anymore!! what ever time you get here is what ever time we leave.. I'm easy!! dam did *I* say that??????????? LOL not me!! I'm an LOL Theresa

UGH, ITS STILL only TUESDAY!!! I am so ready for Friday NOW! Brandi...if you are going to take pictures of me, take them EARLY, before I get drunk and stupid! I think if I had to choose a surgery again, I'd choose DS, RNY, Band, in that order. But my choices were RNY (if I waited two years) or VBG (in a few weeks). Teresa- I wish I was trapped in a fat head! My problem is the opposite, I feel so much better being a size 14 instead of a size 24, so I have a hard time accepting that I'm still obese! THat makes it hard to stick to a diet!! You know I'm the *easy* one, lol BTW, he called...now what???? Tam

good grief, now it's wed.. tick tock!! ok, to the wieght thingy.. maybe becuase you have been a skinny little thing once a upon a time it's not as hard for you to "be comfortable" in a 14??? I have NEVER been so called thin!! I started putting on weight at the age of 8. when I got home from school no on was there as my mom was single and worked rotating shifts. I have 4 sisters but they were all out of the house by the time I was 9. (except when the moved back in..then out, then in again..) I started eating out of bordom, frustration, and lonliness (yup, it began at 8 yrs old.. dam habits are hard to break) by the time I was 13, I wieghed approx 155 and wore a size 13.. now in today's standards that is "norm".. but back then I was probably in the top "3" of the fattest kids in my entire junior high school. I stayed between a 13/15 through my teenage years. got pregnant and married at 16, had my son got up to 191 the day I had him, got "down" to 170 then had my daughter at the age of 20 and it all went to hell from there.. I have never been in the single digit clothing sizes.. a size 10 is simply NOT good enough for me.. which is what I am now.. a few 8's and one "fluke" pair of 6's that were skin ass tight.. I want 10's to fall off me.. and "all" 6's to fit comfortably.. this is why I can't get comfortable with where I am.. plus, I take off my clothes and look in the dam mirror and want to ok admitteldy it's alot of loose/scarred/diseased skin that is making me ill.. if I were to be able to have reconstructive surgerys I think I would easily be a "loose" size 8.. and your *NOT* easy!! dam girl... you are not the "easy church lady" for goodness sake!! glad he called.. I told you he was doing the 3 day thing. but he only waited 2 days right?? whats that say?? hmmm not needy but *very* intrested!! UUUGGGHHHHHHHHH dating games!! oh remind me to tell you what the hell I found in my purse!! it took me a couple of hours to remember what/where the hell did that come from and why is it in there?? LOL T