Squishy NSV
I was in the shower the other day and i was doing the shower thing and i noticed that my belly was quite squishy. i have always had a firm body. never been squishy, so i checked out all my fat storage places, (boobs back neck) all of them are much squishier than they have ever been. i feel very odd. i mean its great. but it is defiantly weird. my partner laughed at me and told me that she had been telling me i was squishy for at least a month but i never saw it until last night.
it is hard to keep my hands off my squishy belly and boobs. They just feel so weird.
it is a victory though. I am getting smaller. even if the scale is (once again) stalled.
I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday!
Highest weight 311/ Weight day of surgery 271/One Month 257/ Two Months 247.5 / Three Months 241/ Four months 234/ Five months 228
I'll sit in bed and play with my loose skin on my stomach and my husband hates it. Lol
I laughed for awhile and now it's just getting annoying! Lol
congrats!
RNY Jan 16/17 Surgery @ St. Mikes with Dr. Rotstein. Pre-Surgery -20lbs & Optifast -15lbs. Year 1 Loss after RNY: 131lbs
**Half the woman I was**
LOL!
I cant wait till it is loose skin. so far it is just less fat. but i am excited to have it empty. the doctor said i was pretty firm and would not have as much loose skin. he even suggested i may not have to have plastics for my double chin since my skin was so firm.
i dont believe him, but it would be nice
I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday!
Highest weight 311/ Weight day of surgery 271/One Month 257/ Two Months 247.5 / Three Months 241/ Four months 234/ Five months 228
Plastics was one of my top concerns that stuff is expensive!
but now i just think, "that is in the distance focus on the now"
I gotta focus on the now!
I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday!
Highest weight 311/ Weight day of surgery 271/One Month 257/ Two Months 247.5 / Three Months 241/ Four months 234/ Five months 228
LOL; I knead my belly like it's bread dough. It feels so weird. I'm used to having firm fat too, lol. It feels weird as it empties out. Also, in the bath tub, it floats, lol.
Pre-Op Visit: Jan. 10, 2017, weight 304, surgeon: Dr. David Lindsay, St. Joe's, Toronto
1st Day of (3 weeks worth of) Optifast: Jan. 11, 2017
Surgery Date: Feb. 1st, 2017
Kathy