Old habits are hard to break

Wow, the response is overwhelming, thank you all! And for your understanding, because lets face it no one knows the struggle, and how real it is than us here!

To know that all the emotions I am feeling are normal makes me instantly happier. And to know that I am not the only one who questions myself makes me feel that much more normal if that makes sense?!?

Again, thank you all!

I remember sitting in the room at orientation and tears came flooding out... this is real...we have similar struggles and we at one time or another felt the same... take care ..... I always remember this saying when I am so low... " and this too shall pass"..... hugs ...Jo