Venting...
Happy Friday....
can I just mention that the idea of getting weighed next week at the clinic is really stressing me out?!
I honestly DO NOT believe in weighing yourself in the middle of the day, in the evening, or really any other time UNLESS - it is FIRST thing in the morning (after a pee), in your BIRTHDAY SUIT ;)
I cancelled going to an event this weekend because it would require three things - eating off a menu (which I did look at ahead of time), sleeping over out of town, and missing my workouts this weekend. Right now I feel like I need to be super selfish, and I do feel a little guilty, but not enough to reconsider going. I don't want to develop unhealthy habits right now - like avoiding a social life, but I really feel like this time in my life requires me to be selfish and focused on self-care and personal development. I want to be ready post-surgery and not in complete shock about the changes I have to make.
5'0 - SW - 240LBS | Lap Band - August 2015| Revision Band to RNY Surgery - May 16, 2017| Opti-fast - 9lbs | G.W - 150LBS | CW - 165LBS |
You do what you need to do to prepare yourself for surgery. However, don't completely alienate your friends or support group. I too am not a friend of the scale, I get incredibly depressed everytime I step on, no matter what time of day.
Referred April 2016, Orientation September 21, 2016; Psyc appointment November 23, 2016; Nurse Practitioner assessment November 30, 2016; Nutrition Class December 7, 2016; Social Worker assessment December 9, 2016; Nutrition 1:1 January 26, 2017 and Surgeon April 7, 2017; Pre-admission June 12, 2017; Surgery date June 20, 2017 with Dr. T. Jackson TWH.
Pre surgery loss 20 lbs, M1-17 lb, M2-16, M3-16.2, M4-7, M5-10.8, M6-+8, M7-4, M8-
Goal 1- 50 pound loss by Jan. 1, 2018 (245.6 lbs) reached August 10, 2017
Goal 2 - 100 pound loss by June 21, 2018 (one year post op) (195.6) reached TBD