Tomorrow is the day
Last night another patient (5 months post op) I know remarked that this is the best she has felt in 15 years. 15 YEARS!!!! This could be you talking by September.
Being apprehensive is a sign of sanity, after all this is a big thing. You must - I hope - know that this is the right direction. We only have one life and hiding away in our homes is not only sad for us, but stressful for all those who surround us begging us to get out and live life to the fullest. Your new life will start when you wake up from surgery tomorrow - wishing you a safe, smooth recovery.
Don't forget to take earplugs to the hospital and BEWARE HOSPITAL JELLO!!!!!!