In weird/bad place

yes!  Need to reset my inner voice- thank you !!

I can totally relate. I have felt normal too, didn't even feel like I had surgery. Have had cravings since the beginning.  Have only lost 55 lbs. and it's been 19 months and I'm struggling.  Do not have a problem with dumping but still vomit occasionally, usually when I eat too much meat. Went to OA for a while but have been off the wagon since Christmas time, looking for a psychologist at the moment as I know I have an addiction.  You are only 11 weeks out so try to nip it in the bud, maybe try OA. Good luck hun and know you are not alone.