Obese comfort weight..
I am so excited today..I set small goals along the way so my journey isn't sure a far reach...I reach my all time obese comfort weight ... As I gained weigh over the years the weight I reached today was always my comfort zone....reached it today and also hit my 50 lbs loss....I would like to say it's been a easy journey but I have had some days where I have been really sick... I had the scope put down and everything is fine but I still have sick days..I am just starting to realized I might have developed some allergies..not sure yet.. But I really think it is a possibility ..even with all that this is the best thing I ever did for me...I am so happy I finally decided to be a little bit selfish and make this year all about me ... Sometimes as mother, grandmother, wife.cook , cleaner we forget to just take some time for ourselves. My family is very supportive and every step of the way tells me how proud they are of me... I didn't really have to be selfish, they would also tell me to take some time for me but sometimes I didn't care enough of me.. Thank God I finally realized I am important too..
Referral - October 3-2013 / Family Dr. Confirmed - October 31-2013 / Orientation call - November 11-2013 / Orientation (HRRH) -November 25-2013 / 1st Surgeon Appt (Dr Huynh) - January 14-2014 / SW/RN/RD - January 17-2014 / Dr Glazer March 25-2014/ 2nd Surgeon Appt (Dr Huynh)- April 10-2014 / Surgery date - August 7-2014
why oh why is it so hard for us to be selfish... cuz we ALL deserve it... i'm almost 3 years out.. the weight loss was a breeze - maintenance in a biaaatch! and then there's the issue of getting "my head around all this loss"... i worry about the 5lb weight gain and not realize the big loss i've achieved! one day it MIGHT happen for me.. one day! enjoy!!