Buyer's remorse

I am just about 5mos out and still having buyers remorse. Had to stay in the hosp after surgery for 5 days and that was miserable. After moving onto 'regular food' diet, i kept having pain issues.

at my 3mo checkup i told them i was still hating it (my rny) so they sent me to a psychiatrist.

i dont cry everyday now like i used to, and im certainly not eating as much or have much variety in my diet, but im still not feeling much 'better' because the only reason i had surgery is because i have severe arthritis in both of my knees and if anythng, my pain has gotten worse.

why are you hating your RnY ? And did you have pain from surgery or from arthritis ?

......yes I have lasted 20 min. .....this is week 6 for me post op....no complictions.....just get tired at the end of walk....don't know why will have to figure it out...but no regrets...

That happened to me my first week post-op.

Would I do it again?  HELLS YEAH!