Waving hello and starting 5DPT tomorrow
I am so nervous to even start posting again -
I need to get stronger, focus, and learn to believe in myself again-
I am starting with the 5DPT-
Wish me luck- I HAVE to make myself a priority again-
I think I can, I think I can
SMILES~JEN
SW-296 lbs,CW-240 lbs,GW-150 lbs
~Don't let what you want NOW affect what you want MOST~
WE CAN DO THIS!!
Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and know there is great support here.... Along with a polite kick in the ass of course!!!
You can.... You can... No thinking at all!!!
Thank-you ladies for your support- I really appreciate it-
I am so afraid to fail again-
I never ever thought I wouldn't succeed and that I would regain- I never did reach my goal weight- I feel like I am starting from scratch-
But, to try to focus on the positive, I know so much more this time, I know it is possible if I work hard enough, make myself a priority and stay consistent
I can't wait to feel stronger and I know with each passing day I will- if I want it badly enough
I MUST do this- I MUST
SMILES~JEN
SW-296 lbs,CW-240 lbs,GW-150 lbs
~Don't let what you want NOW affect what you want MOST~
WE CAN DO THIS!!