3month delay(venting)
Well I was informed today that due to my Psych. Eval. Test, my surgery was put off for three more months. Somehow the Doctor that read my Psych. Eval. test, seems to think I hold my emotions in. I talked to the Psych Doctor, he said that he did not think it should delay my surgery scheduled for next month, that he just suggested I have a few counceling appointments. Well, Dr Barbara's assistant Ruth called me and advised me that Dr. Barbara's policy is that if counceling is recomended then he automatically puts surgery off for three months and then requires for a reevaluation with taking the test again. I was so disappointed! I thought I was done jumping through hoops. With the emotional rollar coaster I have been on since last July, I can not believe the doctor thinks I hold my emotions in. So I guess here it goes again. One thing about it, there is not much more that can hold me back. Want supervised diet...Did it and lost over 20 lbs. Want me to quit smoking...Done it. Want me to walk 30 minutes a day...Doing it. Want me to power walk 15 minutes 2 times a day...doing it too. Got insurace approval, and I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP! I WILL NOT GIVE IN! YOU WILL NOT BREAK ME! I AM DETERMINED TO HAVE A LIFE BACK! I HAVE BEEN FAt SINCE I WAS A SMALL CHILD, AND I CHOOSE TO HAVE THIS TOOL TO BECOME HEALTHY. So anything else you want to throw at me. BRING IT ON!
Thanks for letting me vent. I just needed to get this off my chest. You know I don't want to hold that in. LOL
I did call to set up an appointment with the same Doctor who gave my the Psych Eval Test. I bet he won't think I am holding my emotions after the first session...and we have to have three appointments one a month for three months.
Thanks again for letting me vent.
Lisa
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