How can I feel so bad when....

my blood work came back that I am in great health?? lol Anyways - I talked to Tracy at St. Vincents, and she told me to do 10 weeks of the Aultman "new Outlook" diet program for insurance purposes... So I went tonight for first meeting. Met with the doc and my blood work came back great?! TSH was 4.37 (best it has ever been) , blood sugars great, cholesteral (sp?) good and bad/ was ok. I feel like I am on the threshold to such bad health... I have family history of high blood pressure, cholesteral, heart failure, heart attack, diabetes, and stroke... I look about identical to my grandmother when she passed of heart failure/stokes at the age of 64 and I am ony 30... So you can say that I am a cunfussed person! lol Anyways, that is where I am right now.. starting that weight managment program.. hopefully 10 weeks will be good enough for insurance.. since I do have 6 months documented with WW. Talk with everyone later - Off to work I go.. boo hoo Starr