Need "Angel" to help me threw battle

Hey If anyone who is about to have this surgery or who has had this surgery I would love to hear your story's. Im really ready to have this surgery because im and just TOO BIG. My BMI is 61.1. When I look at everyone they are older than me. Im only 20 and i live in Canal Winchester, oh thats on the east side of columbus ohio. But I could use a "angel" to talk to...if you could please email me [email protected].. Thanks Megan

I could use someone to talk to actually I am still trying to have the surgery........