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Have you tried a website like cougar life? or a sugar mama site where you pay young boys(of legal age) to show you a good time?
HW-430
SW-372
Day of Surgery-347
CW-246
My last two boyfriends were far younger than me ( the first pre WLS and he was a professional athlete a baseball pitcher )
working out with him daily I was the most beautiful I've ever been .... and also felt the most loved .
Our housekeeper used to laugh when we ( daily ) asked her to go to visit her family ... shop at the store etc cuz we needed time alone to exercise the mattress lol. He cooked for me ( and was ridiculously jealous and baby-pumping to the point where we broke up )
so I'm very spoiled . Yes gross old men try to impress m with their wallets and honestly I laff. But I'm not twenty anymore ...!and I see so called perfectly rational guys I know for years getting ENGAGED to graduate students/ ****s ??!! WTH?!
Well ... I'm not twenty obviously ...but also obviously in clothes ( and yes i consider bikinis clothes ) pretty darn hot ( ty God )
but I'm very scared ! I'm a scarred up veteran of the weight loss wars! I've had like a thousand plastic surgeries.... of COURSE I can't compete against what God generously gave a nineteen year old . 
also I think I DESERVE a guy who appreciates me for who I am not just the physical talent . Im a super artist - an innovative tv producer and actor .
I'm ridiculously successful BUT I can't get with a superficial guy from like Tinder or Raya I mean SERIOUSLY who would ? Hollywood grrlz may have compromised themselves for JOBS why would anyone to get SEX ? Shoot I could get laid from here to the corner six times .... probably with someone attractive.... I don't go out like that
I think it's VERY hard to fit into "normie" society after massive weight loss .
Everything we grew up with - our friends our expectations are radically changed overnite ( thank God ) but still .... our lil innocent souls are saying wow we switched bodies but were still here .
Everyone I know tells me I'm immensely strong admirable and resourceful. Lol... I SO don't feel this .
honestly I'm scared to date . I'm scared what a desirable young man may say about my body - a body based on a slow metabolism I was born with a body that was never in any way defective or my fault 
do I really have to get massive plastic surgery to be remotely attractive ? Is this in any way fair?
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Jim Age 58 Height 6 Feet Consult Weight 344 SW 289 Pre-Surgery -55, M1 -25, M2 -16, M3 -21, M4 -10, M5 -5, M6 -1, M7 -4, M8 0, M9 +4, M10 -4
Willie - some guuurls , who are over 50 like boys , who are in their 20s...so I have read...!
Not me! I am 62. My husband, of nearly 30 years is 66. He works very, very hard, and comes every night. He is faithful. He worships me He loves God. , THOSE are sexy qualities!!
RNY 4-22-02...
LW: 6lb,10 oz SW:340lb GW:170lb CW:155
We Can Do Hard Things
That was last year! Keep up!!!
RNY 4-22-02...
LW: 6lb,10 oz SW:340lb GW:170lb CW:155
We Can Do Hard Things
