Channeling th Suffering Channeling th Strength

I think it's VERY hard to fit into "normie" society after massive weight loss .

Everything we grew up with - our friends our expectations are radically changed overnite ( thank God ) but still .... our lil innocent souls are saying wow we switched bodies but were still here .

Everyone I know tells me I'm immensely strong admirable and resourceful. Lol... I SO don't feel this .

honestly I'm scared to date . I'm scared what a desirable young man may say about my body - a body based on a slow metabolism I was born with a body that was never in any way defective or my fault do I really have to get massive plastic surgery to be remotely attractive ? Is this in any way fair?