OMG OMG OMG!!!! I've been hijackd on m way 2 LA
I'm figuring this job opportunity is gonna disappear if I don't promptly get my butt on the 99 dollar redeye to LA ... but I have so much to do here . BF finally cut the scandalous level acre of lawn ....
his Mom is in a rehab ( she fell ) and I promised to bring her some clothes 2 hours one way drive away ( another hour to get to apartment ) .
Terrace plants for apartment I'm decorating need to b planted too and an irrigation system ( not purchased yet - and no wAter source on terrace yet so major plumbing job needed .
In middle of sanding the floor in that apartment purchasing the ceiling wall n trim paint ( that I'm custom tinting using natural ancient artists pigments ... gorgeous soft finish ) n cleaning out the accumulation from the closets so they can finally b painted ( looks like it wasn't done since the forties ! Ugh ) why don't people paint the insides of closets white ? So much nicer n cleaner looking 
And Tues I start to deal w BF 's pension issues ..oy . Mebbe the best thing is to take a two day trip out there meet the person ... then decide .
Timing is never good either for job opportunities or pregnancies lol ..
The more I'm thinking about these work situations I'm realizing I have to learn 2 delegate and also hire responsible self starting hardworking and nice people . Lol 
kinda obvious I guess .
Well at least I wasn't considering sanding and varnishing the floor myself lol ! That's an improvement !
Cali - I could just teach my techniques to a day -to day chef and qualified personal trainer and fly in an out and maybe even make shooting part of my series there a part of my contract ... it would make a nice change from Florida and probably look a bit more professional n slick too .
Ditto for the terrace plantings ( but I enjoy that) and the thirsty little plants NEED my help lol :)
i do think over committing and their resulting pressures and insane time requirements contributed to my overeating in the past ... and also to missing opportunities cuz I was too exhausted to follow up . Older n wiser ( or at least tryin 2 b )
Well it ain't no piece a cake being a glorified personal assistant 2 a demanding celebrity - I figure I'll either end up their bes frien or fired after half a day lol . I REALLY sucked at waitressing too !! 
Haven't really been offered a FIGURE salary wise ... shoot I hav billz 2 pay .... ambitions, a 401k ...
Ironically B F 's family is being rather difficult .... one brother won't call m ... brother in law is mobbed up and has ( forever ) doubted my loyalty being a City grrl .... oy ! 
