My Big Day Is Tomorrow...
Hello friends,
Well, tomorrow is the day! At 11:00am, I will officially be a bandster. I've been unexplainably calm the past couple of days, although I did have pre-op fears of not waking up after surgery, for the most part I'm not scared or nervous about anything else. I have a really close relationship with my aunt and she is a pro at surgeries, and we got to talking the other night about this. She reassured me that it's perfectly normal to have these thoughts. Today I have not had one thought like that, so I think that now it's finally sinking in that this is it.
I took the day off from work today to relax and regroup , and also to stay by the bathroom...lol (that dreaded liquid diet!). I'm pleased to see that I've lost 5 pounds on the liquid diet. I've only been on it for 2 days. Not bad. I slept in this morning , and I am still a little bit tired, but I'm basically going over my checklist of things to do, things to pack etc. I think I'm gonna stick around home for the rest of the day. A friend of mine wanted to see me today, but I think I need this time for myself. I've been on the go all weekend running errands, I really haven't had the chance to just enjoy the "old me" before it begins to slowly shed. I guess this what they call the calming period before surgery. It's so wierd, yet welcoming at the same time. I'm really looking forward to this new journey. I have a lot of you to thank for making it easy thus far. You are a great support system, and I hope that they never shut this site down. I'll see you all on the losing side!
Sincerely,
Stephanie
P.S. I am entrusting 2 AMOS buddies (my angels ) of mine to keep you posted of my progress until I am able to get back to the computer. Jane Abrams Tucker and Susan Kuom.