positive thoughts please

I haven't posted on here in a very long time. Things have been going well.. I started at around 280 pounds and now 3 years later I am down to 132..  

The problem is that i was 140 as of Wed night. I found out thursday am that my soulmate and best friend in the world had taken his life..   I am completely devestated and not functioning at the moment..   How do you make yourself eat?   I know that he loved me and wouldn't want to see me get ill over his decision for it was his and his alone.   He always sent me a text every afternoon to ask me if I'd eaten or what I'd eaten..    but i eat something now and get sick to my stomach...  

please send me some positive thoughts for peace and strength...  thank you

Jennifer

I am so very sorry for your loss and I wish I had the words to take your pain away.  May fond memories and the healing power of time bring you peace.

I am sending positive vibes your way and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers during this very difficult time.  Please take good care of yourself.

Most Sincerely,
Kelli

Jennifer,

I'm so sorry you've had to experience this tragedy.  I will pray for you.  My neighbor experienced the same thing 3 years ago this April.  Initially, she was shocked, devastated, etc.  Over the last 3 years, she has received counseling and walks every year to support suicide prevention.  She has found strength in the Lord, family, friends and support groups.  I'm sure you will be able to find support groups in your area.  Please eat, he wouldn't want you to not to. 

Congratulations on your awesome weight loss!!  You've come a long ways.

Tammy