Very Sad!

Ok so here we are, the end of the summer. THe end of the first summer in such a long time that I actually looked forward to getting dressed and going outside. I was able to wear JEANS, not stretchy jeans but a size 4 jeans....I didnt have to wear my over sized tee shirts to cover my big azz.......i wore tank tops, halter tops.....I showed some skin......I didnt have to hide behind the stroller walking down the street, i didnt have to put all my kids in front of me to take pictures, People NOTICED me this summer. I didnt feel self concious when eating at a BBQ because i didnt have a plate that was overflowing, THIS WAS ONE OF THE BEST SUMMERS I HAVE HAD IN SUCH A LONG TIME. and its just about over. I love the summer its my favorite time of year. If the seasons never changed and it stayed hot all year i would be so happy. But reality is its getting colder, snow is comming and i dont like that. I am also feeling a little sad that the kids have to go back to school. I actually miss them when they arent home. I have one starting HIGH SCHOOL, one starting MIDDLE SCHOOL and one of my babies starting PRE K. Im going to be such a mess for a little bit with worry for them all. I will have one home the 3 year old and thats it. I just wish summer lasted a little longer(like the whole year) but it dont. With all of that said, tell me what acomplishments you have made this summer, what was different for you? Its time to brag a little, we deserve it we have worked hard. LisaMarie

LisaMarie! I am SO on the same page with you! I love summer. I love not having to put on heavy artillary to go outside. I love the warm breezes. I love the long days. I love being able to wear sandles and show my painted toenails. I am so sad that it is ending and quite dreadful of winter coming. I guess we should be living in Hawaii!! Accomplishments are many though. I actually feel good about myself now. I flirt. I don't feel I have to appologize for myself. I am wearing pants for the first time in 15 years. I am crossing my legs. I exercise every day (with rare exception). My waistline (which was always my best feature!) is back and better than ever. I know that I can carry all these things with me into winter, but I say a tearful farewell to warm weather nonetheless. xoxoxox to you, Aim

Congrats........you should feel good about yourself, you have earned it! Keep up the good work! LisaMarie

Morning, Wow, that is a great question. My journey started 4 months ago....and I am down about 46 pounds....I am bragging about that. I am working out with a trainer and starting this Sept I will be working with him 3 times per week. My whole salary is going to him. But its better than going to desserts and comfort foods. I am saying YES to life much more often. And when I say NO I mean it. I always enjoyed the fall and winter so that I too may hide behind all those layers of clothes. Now I am looking forward to each new season with awe and wonder. What can these days and months whole for me. New adventures new suprises. I am so there in the day now. Before I use to project into the future....ahhhhh when I lose this weight things will be different....NOW...I am living this dream. I am bragging about Dr. Holover, George (my trainer) All the people on Obesity Help that I have read and responsed to their posts, my kids my family and friends who have supported me on this journey...they need to be bragged about. BUT the biggest Brag that I want to tell you about is ME. I am commited to this journey. I take me one day at a time. I make sure I eat well, exercise and show up for life. I am way too proud of myself....GO ME! This is a first for me I would never had shared that about me a few short months ago. But I am proud of me and my resolve. I am committed to bringing joy into my life on a daily basis. I will not let anyone steal my thunder nor will I no longer allow me to be used as a doormat. I am catherdal chimes and I am ringing out. Hey I am way overdoing this gushing part.....lol...but you asked....hugs Susan

You are not overdoin it girl, keep going and yell all your acomplishments loud from the rooftops! You have earned it.LisaMarie

i agree this was a great summer it started out meeting you on memorial day which was great....!!!!!! then splish splash with you and lisa that was a blast... i just wish i was feeling better i know next summer i will be feeling better and will venture out a litttle more....... i hate that my kids are going back to school too... they were such a big help to me this summer with work and not feeling so great.... thanks for all your support and bet on us coming to trash around the city with you and your clan!!!! love ya sis Stacy

Stacy I am not sure if you know how much your friendship means to me, but it means so much! Thank you for including me in your celebrations and letting me be part of your life! This surgery has brought me so many friends and people i can count on to be there for me and for that i am truely greatful! Love ya LisaMarie

eeeeks you just gave me gooose bumps ... right back atcha sweetie!!!! Stacy

Great post LisaMarie! My journey is a work in progress as I'm sure it is for everyone. I was banded on 1/25/06 and I am down 60 lbs with another 40 to go, hopefully? For the third year in a row I was at Disney with my sons and the heat did not feel over whelming as in years past. I walked all day with ease, however I only spent 3 days in Disney and then went to Key West and had a blast. I fell in love with snorkling and I am proud to share my photos, even one with my shirt off. I never would have done that last year for sure. I am also the proud owner of a Yamaha V-Star motorcycle and loving it! There are so many new experiences that I can't include all of them, don't want to be too boring! I do have a new goal and that is to actually meet more of the great personalities that have supported me here on the NY boards. Please find my celebration post and give me some feedback so we can set something up?? Thanks to all !!!!!!!!! Kenny http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&gid=9586764&uid=4560497&members=1

Congrats Kenny! You have come a long way. Keep up the good work and yes I am in for a get together to celebrate our achievements! Let me think about it and get back to you once the kiddies start school and we are on a routine around here! LisaMarie