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You went through a major surgery many years ago. Have you been able to see a therapist to help with what might be preventing you from keeping you to your plan? I'm not trying to beat you up, just trying to help. You have to love yourself enough to want to save your life. I don't know what you have to deal with, but life can be hard and if we're here we still have to move on. For some reason you are here and you need to fight for yourself.
I know you can do this, so don't give up and do what you have to do for yourself. Take care.
Holy shiznit! A size 32 and a medium! GOOO YOU!!! Wow, you are doing great! Do you think you are pretty much at where you want to be now weight wise? Or do you feel like you still could lose more? That is so great.
My class never happened. :( I'm bummed, really bummed actually. There wasn't enough people so she didn't do it. I'm tired of it all. This past few weeks I've been throwing myself a pity party. I've just lost it. All self esteem, all ambition, all motivation down the toilet. Here I was even about ready to buy us all tickets for a YEAR in advance. Figure that would get me motivated since I know I can't fit my fat ass in a seat! Now what am I doing...stalling!! Feel like I'm giving up on myself. Trying to figure out how to tell the family now that I won't buy the tickets because mom won't get off her fat butt and move it. lol Is that a pity party or what!!?!
on 11/17/10 6:17 am - CT
Hey there Chris, wow..you look great! I hardly come here either anymore, but I do glance once in a while to see if it's active again. Eight pounds away eh? You are just bookin' on that weight loss! I'm so glad that you are well and healthy and enjoying life! :)
I have to disagree with you on the fact that everyone treats you the same when you are thinner. Maybe it's more of a gender thing?? I have a feeling it is. When I lost a hundred pounds before I noticed a BIG difference on how I was treated. Sort of sad eh that it effects genders so much. Guess that goes by saying that it's still a mans world! Unfortunately that is..lol
I start a class next week. I'm excited about it, something new I've never tried. It's actually a class on eating, not on nutrition itself. So I'm ecstatic about it, about time they offered something like that. Most of us obese people already know how to eat right, it's all the rest of the problems that we get in trouble with! So I'm praying this is my answer.
I would say good luck on losing the last eight pounds, but well...we know it's in the bag! ;) hehe Your lookin' awesome.
How's the class going?
I'm now 3 pounds away from goal! I wouldn't say it's in the bag, but I can tell you I'm not "trying" to lose it. Just letting things happen. I'm in a size 32 pants and a medium shirt. I'm smaller than all of the "small" guys I used to look up to. It's time to start doing some weight training though. I'm a big puss and can't lift nearly as much as I once could. Difference now is I want to do exercise to strenghthen my body.. has nothing to do with looking good or weight loss...which is kind've refreshing. Now I'm just struggling with the gym costs. It's outrageous.