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Good morning,
Well it's on Wednesday anymore, but I'll still post it here anyway. Yesterday I jinxed myself. I wrote about like four different people tootin' my horn and it blew in my face.lol Yes of course it's about weight loss. I just don't get it why I hold onto weight RIGHT when I start dieting? It just doesn't make sense to me. Anywho, it's not getting me down, well maybe a little, but I'm not giving up. Just very frustrating! grr
Someone just mentioned pizza..sorry, I didn't catch who it was. But I am someone that cannot live without pizza. That is actually a tiny little part of why I wanted to calorie count.lol Just wanted to tell you what I did last night. I chopped up tons of veggies, and a few different kinds of meats, and of course cheese (for every one else..I didn't actually use any). I used flour tortillas as the crust! I not only had pizza sauce (we actually used spaghetti sauce because I didn't have anything else), but I also opened a can of cheddar soup mix. Think the spicy one would probably be better for this. I don't like red sauce that much, so I used this as my sauce. Cooked it in the oven on 400 between 10-13 minutes. It wasn't that half bad! My husband actually really enjoyed it, so did the kids. I'm sure it will start being a regular dinner around here.
"I got on here for the first time since early 2009 seeking support!! I really need it this time. I hope some of you great ladies will stick around this year. Let's all get back at it. Why not!?! We all did it before- let's support each other again!"
AMEN
I'm dying to know how painful the roux en y is... that's what's making me balk. David is already talking about taking a week off of work to be home with me if I have it done - and it just sounds like such a big todo..
I NEED MY DO .. the surgeon told me I'm gaining because my body wants to go BACK to over 300 lbs...
I do not accept this... LOL
Last Friday night we had pizza take out and I just ate like a fool. I gained 3 pounds from that one meal and it took me until TODAY to lose that weight from the one stupid meal of pizza. I'm back down to 253 today and I hope to keep dropping a little more weight before I leave on vaca next Saturday. As of today I am only 20 pounds from my all time lowest (233lbs.) two years ago. I feel happy about that. For me, it feels like a doable thing. After eating that stupid pizza meal last Friday, it's like something clicked in my head "It's not worth feeling sick and gaining weight" I'd honestly rather stick to my little meals and be more healthy and a smaller size next week, rather than eating that crap food again. I'm praying I can keep this mindset from now on.
Good to see you~!!!!!!!
God be with you!
Lori
The insurance company wants 6 consecutive months of weigh ins, etc. I can't do that with my primary since he's in Florida. I go down every 4 - 6 months, but my old bones can't handle the 10 hour ride once a month.
I'm so NOT looking forward to surgery. If I could get my butt in gear, I can get back on my do. Maybe what I was missing was the support I got from everyone here.
Remember the guy who broke it off with me because he said I was too big (at about 205).. well lol, we've been living together for the last 2.5 years and I'm back up to 240 - and he doesn't complain. I don't want to seem like I'm putting any of my complacency on HIM, but I gotta tell ya - when I was seeking someone's approval, it made me work it! He says he never knew what being happy was until me - big butt and all. Unfortunately, he keeps telling me he LIKES my big butt!!!! He did a complete about face, which made me not care as much about taking care of myself. I go on a diet spurt - and he says "don't lose too much weight, I don't want you skinny",.. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh but *I* want to be SKINNY~~~~!!!!
He keeps saying I've gained weight because I'm happy - then pats himself on the back for making me happy! LOLOLOL Frankly, I think I've gained weight because I EAT! I baked and ate my weight in cookies from November to January.. now I'm paying for it~
ah well... let's see what today will bring~
God bless all of you~~
Lori
Ok.. I gotta get on it too... get back to getting here and being HERE~
I just started my required 6 month medically supervised diet. By the grace of God, I'll lose weight and not qualify for the surgery. I'm just under the qualifying BMI, but the diabetes brings me in (but I'm not thrilled about recovering from a surgery).. lol <-- chiiiiiiiiiicken
WE ALL found a lot of support here back then... and the accountability helped keep us all on our do. When David came into my life full time, I found it very difficult to spend time here~~ it was alllllllllll David~ up at 4:00am to make his breakfast, pack his lunch, clean the house, do the laundry. Eventually I gave up on the gym, tanning, LIVING~
I miss everyone here~
LET'S ALL GET BACK ON OUR DO~~