Bad food day at lunch time
Today I sneaked food from my client which is stealing, and I ate terrible junk food, just because it was there, behind her back.
I am going back to the 12 Steps of Overeaters Anonymous and will start doing the 12 Steps over again today! I admit I am powerless over food, that my life has become unmanageable! I've come to believe that a power greater than myself can restore me to sanity! I've come to a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God as I understand Him!
My next step is to find a new sponsor, and stick with her! I've been expecting my past sponsors to be like therapists, and they don't fulfill that function. A sponsor is somebody who will guide me farther along the OA path than I am currently - not a psychologist!
I'll start praying tomorrow for a new sponsor, and start going back to my Thursday night OA meeting again. I've had enough of fooling around with this addiction, and I will start counting days of abstinence all over again.
Wish me luck, everybody!
Denise Phares/kitties4
I am going back to the 12 Steps of Overeaters Anonymous and will start doing the 12 Steps over again today! I admit I am powerless over food, that my life has become unmanageable! I've come to believe that a power greater than myself can restore me to sanity! I've come to a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God as I understand Him!
My next step is to find a new sponsor, and stick with her! I've been expecting my past sponsors to be like therapists, and they don't fulfill that function. A sponsor is somebody who will guide me farther along the OA path than I am currently - not a psychologist!
I'll start praying tomorrow for a new sponsor, and start going back to my Thursday night OA meeting again. I've had enough of fooling around with this addiction, and I will start counting days of abstinence all over again.
Wish me luck, everybody!
Denise Phares/kitties4