What Would Your Goal Tshirt Say?
To play with my dog
From chunky to *****y
From "Jell-o" to "Hello" (although I don't think TBL would approve, lol)
From "all fat" to "all that"
To be my age
From "gorging" to "gorgeous"
From massive body to classic hottie
To be half the woman, twice the person ...
"Normal"
I know when I was MO I felt like a freak in a size obsessed world, I felt like people looked at my size and judged me without even knowing me. I worried if I would fit into seats at the movies, I avoided theme parks, swim wear, shorts and skirts, heels (they just make my feet look stubbier). I felt abnormal in a normal world... actually I felt abnormal in a thin mad world.
I was too embarrassed to get my health checked properly, because I knew it would inevitably lead to a weight loss lecture. I just wanted my health to be normal- no weigh related risks.
All I ever wanted was to walk down the street and look normal. Or even better beautiful.
I clearly remember hear people who were just a little overweight moaning about their size and thinking "I'd kill to be your weight". But ioronically the closer I got to normal the tighter the criteria for normal became.