Reminder: Biggest Loser
Omg it's going to be a crying night tonight, I can see it already. I jus****ched a little mini clip of tonight show, showing the two boys weighing in together. I saw that boy that is the heaviest ever to go on there is only eighteen years old. That just broke my heart and now tears are a rolling! ha How wonder I like to tape thse things and watch them when no one is at home, I cry like a big baby through it all. I pray he gets the help he needs. He's a little cutie too. I instantly thought of my son. I had him weigh himself and he lost a pound and a half. I had to give him a big high five and hug. This just kills me, it's so sad what we do to ourself.
Yes it is sad what we do to ourselves - I'm disgusted with myself - I'm sitting here watching "Biggest Loser" and eating leftover fudge. I have diabetes, one kidney, hypertension, sleep apnea, bad knees and back and still I eat the fudge. What will it take to make me see the light? I wonder if I will ever see it.