What Have You Done Today to Make You Feel Proud?
You have been thru a lot lately...a hurricane for God's sake, in those body garments, holy hell, Girl. It's a wonder you are this normal.
Love ya, even if you are not "all there". ; ) me neither!
"The only way to keep your health is to eat what you don't want, drink what you don't like, and do what you'd rather not." ~Mark Twain
Beth
You are changing, butterfly! ~ Neecee
Keep doin' the do! ~ Future Legend
Well I wish I could say the same thing as Beth, but I've yo yoed ten pounds for the past year on OH. But YAY for you BETH,CONGRATS!! You've done so well this year.
I'm proud of myself for going to the doctors. Now if I can just get through going to my regular doctors I'll be doin' real good. :) I'm also proud of myself for sticking around on this board even though I haven't been able to lose the weight I want. It's so much more than just losing the weight. It's about getting healthy, with your mind, body, and soul.
Right now my head feels like it's been through a disposal, but I do know that I have met some great friends on here. I'll never forget Jerz for helping me out through a really bad breakdown one day. Mama, who needs to get her butt back on here before I go to her little snowy eagle town and kick her butt....has been there for many of us. Delilah, another little mysterious one *****ally needs to get her ass on here and start communicating. :)I call her my little lurker. lol Love ya Deliah :) And Sherrie, my big sis, I can never thank her enough. I feel like there is a good chance we will remain in contact way beyond our OH days. And I'm also hoping the next year will bring even more close firendships.
I know there has been some bickering going on, and tell ya the truth right now it just hurts my head just to look at it. Ya know, I've been mad at a few people on here in the past. I've been mad at ideas and ways people do things or express things in the past. But one thing I have noticed is that this board is one who everyone speaks their mind. Sometimes we don't like to hear it, sometimes I pesrsonally don't like to hear it. But then I have to sit back and think....and ask myself why they said that. If I think hard enough, I find out the person is just trying to make sure you think of it in all angles.
I've been yelled at, I've been told to get my head out of the gutter and get moving. I didn't like hearing it, but at the same time I knew they were right. Maria just told me there was no excuses to my eating cookie cake. :) I didn't want to hear it, but she's right. Now at this moment I'm just trying to justify all of it. I know it's bad, but my body (or brain I should say) has it's mind on so many more important things, that it's saying to give up on food for right now, and eat what I want. I'm actually fighting with it nonstop right now. When I read what Maria wrote it stopped me in my tracks. Now I'm jusitfying myself on why my mind is allowing this to happen. Even though my mind is still saying to give into it. It's like my mouth is out of control, lol I have mighty chompers right now!ha But Maria has a valid point, a very good point. One that I have been ignoring and trying to make it alrgiht to do. Foods the only thing that is making me happy right now. But at the same time I wish only the best for Maria and I love her for what she said to me.
Anyway, I'm just trying to say on this board you have got to keep an open mind. There are so many ways of eating, so many walks of life. I personally have worried about Lori and she knows this, and I am now worrying about Janina. Lol, that is why I asked her if she has been taking her vitamins like a good girl. :) It's all about CARING, and WORRYING about each other. They are grown women, they can take care of themselves. But at the same time it won't stop me from worrying about them. Just like I care about my own family. Just like they might worry about me committing suicide possibly tomorrow. Make sense?? Now that I wrote my book I'm gonna find something for my mighty chompers. I might have to have Maria move in with me. hehe Maybe I'll go make me some hot tea.
smooches everyone!
