Yet another doctor visit! lol
He's sending me for thyroid study, kidney and liver. He told me to take all my meds because they aren't causing this and to stop screwing around with the lasix... 40 mg a day only.
He also gave me an order for a dexascan and the pt for the thingie in my back.
I feel absolutely huge... and..well... I'm entertaining in less than 3 hours.
Have you ever had a day where your hair wouldn't do a thing.. your makeup looked like total crap and there's nothing to wear that doesn't make ya look even BIGGER. THIS is my day... this evening is going to be quite sedate.... cause I feel like a gross person. 219... ho hum.. not freaking out.... just not in the mood to go out (or stay in for that matter).
Me
Cut yourself a break and let your hair down! Try to give yourself a night off without obsessing about your weight.. I hope you are enteraining a MAN!!
Last week my stepson was gone for the whole weekend and my hubby followed me around like a dog in heat. I don't sweat my weight when it comes to sex, I just enjoy it. You are around my age and in your prime. Enjoy it while you can.
Brenda
Hey Brenda, I am starting a MO girls night out / support group... I haven't gotten any feedback yet, but i'll keep you posted. (I posted in the MO board)
Cut yourself some slack, Brenda is right.... put on a fat hugger,get into your cutest outfit, curl your hair, and throw on some red lipstick, that should do the trick...
That sucks girl. That truly sucks. Why can't you just be okay? Why can't your weight just go in the direction you want it to go? Damn it!!
Maybe there is something wrong with your thyroid. Maybe you hit a hard-ass plateau? My best friend Kevin did Atkin's for a year and a half (and lost 140 on it) and he's been dangling between 180-187 for months. He's ready to rip out his hair (or whatever he's got left of it).
I know what you mean when you say you feel like you look like crap-o-la. I hate that feeling. I felt like that this morning when I got ready for work. I just put my hair up (and I don't wear make-up) and I felt like a plump blobby fatty lard ass. Ick.
I hope you get some answers from these tests. I'll keep my fingers crossed for ya.
What are you related to me or somethin'? Whassamatta for you..you're sounding like me!
Listen girly girl...you have the brightest smile I've ever seen.. now get out a tube of lipstick and dazzle 'em!!!
Hahahhahaa.. I don't even go to the GYM without eyeliner and lipstick.. totally gets me in "the mood" to leave the house! Also... I NEED a small spritz of Cinnebar - same kinda perfume I've been using since I was 16! It might be outdated.. .but the scent (and just one spritz) helps me feel MORE human than just tying up my hair and leaving.. ya gotta try it.. just once!!
