What Have You Done Today to Make You Feel Proud?
I'm going to Florida next Thursday morning... I'm saving the hissy fit to throw at my doctor on Friday. Oh.. thank goodness he likes me! (he spends more time laughing than doctoring when I'm there).. LOL Hmm.... I'm gonna have to find a good Italian bakery on the way .. I haven't brought him nice cookies or pastry in a long time. OH OH.. my doc LOVVVVVVVVES banana raisin bread... maybe I'll make a couple of loaves to bring him.
Well, I'm proud I grew a set and I called the hot little 38 year old and happened to "MENTION" that I'll be in town for a few days.
He happened to mention that he's free all weekend.. mmmmm
Wonder how much weight I can lose between now and then if I OD on water pills and spend 5 hours a day in the gym until Thursday.
As for today... I'm resting.... beginning tomorrow.. I'm hitting the gym at 8 and not leaving until 5... LOL
Well, I was talking more along the lines of it would be less! Frustration duly noted.
You called Young Stuff??? I'm shocked...shocked I tell you! And soooooo Proud!
Remember to take notes. Enquiring minds want to know.
Sounds like you are going to be starring in your own version of Biggest Loser. But knowing you, you are probably harder on yasself than Jillian could ever be!
Take some Zinc,
Mary
yea.. I called studly.. actually, he called me today and left a message. I didn't answer the phone cause I hadn't decided to let him know I was coming to town..... I called him back several hours later
Oh... yea.. he's looking to have a little fun.... but we're so different... I'm VERY cold when it comes to that stuff and I really don't want to change. I like men who think nothing of a little roll here and there.. who can keep it in perspective and maintain a friendship. I've been friends with this guy for years so I really would rather just maintain the friendship. Friends with benefits.. that's what I'd prefer. :-x Ok.. call me names.. I deserve it.. but that's how I am.. yanno?
I booked the hotel from Thursday night... will leave out of there Sunday morning.... but I have a child I have to try to drag outta there by the hair (I'm just being dramatic here), and of course, I am going to have a heart to heart with John (my doctor) about this fluid fluctuation.
He's all into longevity and doing all the right things to live longer. Either he doesn't hear me, or he ignores me... but I'm gonna get pretty darned loud about letting him know that I DO NOT CARE IF I DIE ..... I WANT TO DIE SKINNY! I'm more concerned with "quality" than "quantity".. so all of this "take the meds, quit smoking.. blah blah blah" that's interfering with my weight loss is just not flyin' with me, and he needs not just to HEAR it.. but actually understand it. So I scheduled a LONG appointment.
When I called the other day when the fluid started to pile on, he swore up and down that it's not the meds. He did say to stop taking all supplements immediately (except fish oil). He said my kidney studies didn't look too bad considering years of glucose damage. Ok.. fine... other reasons for fluid gain: Heart problems, tumors, liver (although he said my liver isn't too shabby either which is pretty darn amazing to me after years of illicit AND rx drug use) lol. I just want him to FIND it and be RID of it! I want that referral to the endocrinologist.. and I'm getting it! I want to know why I can't lose another ounce (aside from the fluid). I get down to 205.. then hit 220 in a week? WTF IS THAT? It's definitely not right and if it was, I'd be hearing EVERYONE here talking about it! I'm not crazy..... but this **** is making me absolutely neurotic!
I REFUSE to believe the shrink who says I've probably reached the end of the weight loss. F*CK THAT! This fat lady ain' SUNG YET baby (as long as you don't consider what I do in the shower '"singing").
So.. D boy (aka studly) may take a back seat.... well..... ahem... yea.. maybe he will!!! LMAO
(It's been so long that I KNOW I'll remember how...... I just think I've forgotten WHY)! I'll pack a roll of plastic wrap just in case .. but guys.. I gotta be honest... he's in fantastic shape.... 6 pack.. the whole nine yards... but I prefer guys who are a little .. um.. "meatier".. not big, but..................... um................... juicy.. yanno? Whoa... I thought it was him who was lowering his standards.. maybe it's me! We'll see... we'll see if I have time in between telling my kid it's time to COME HOME like a good girl!
