Today is.......

It's my birthday so I'll party if I want too!  (((Doin' the party dance))) I've been DREADING this birthday for YEARS!! It's the big, dreading, guilty, where has the years gone, what have you done with your life, 40!! Well, I'm not dead yet, so I guess it's alright. I have literally been scaring myself to death over this birthday since I've been in my twenties!  Last night I could feel my heart pounding, while staring at the clock thinking ....."this is my last moment of being in my thirties at 9:59".  LOL, I was a basket case yesterday.  Now I'm just numb, lol waiting for something to happen since I've made it into such a "big deal" for years. Think I'll get drunk tonight.  Haven't taken any of my "old age"meds yet..hahaha  So I'll be safe to drink.  Hmmm shots, here I come!!!! Oh crap, can't get to drunk...The cardiologist called and they fit me in tomorrow!!  An hour and a half appointment.  I'm REALLY curious on why so long!  Anyone know??

  Itsa notso bad!  I loved my forties.  I finally 'matured' enough to do all of the right things for me and slid into fifty feeling sassy!  I'm more fit now than I've been since my early twenties.  So take this time to reflect on all of the things that you need to do for Holly.  She deserves some respect from YOU.  After all this is the big leagues.   Mary

Happy Birthday Holly!

FORTY?  Why you're just a baby!!  Don't you know, forty's the new 20? Happy Birthday and enjoy!!  When you hit 60 is when everything starts falling apart...LOL. What's the cardiology appt. for?  Are they doing an echocardiogram?  I would think they would have let you know if they were doing any special testing. Good luck and don't lose any more sleep over your age.  You're only one day older, not one year!!

the sexy 40's!!!!!  i had my best ******s those years! with NO hands! well, more later on THAT! Anyhoooo, I will point out that actually, you are already done with your 40th year....think about it, you live one whole year before your first birthday, THEN you turn one. so...you're actually beginning your 41st year ....running away now.......FAST

HAHAHAHAHAHA, thanks for the laugh.  I actually have tears rolling down my face I'm laughing so hard.  I had to turn around and tell dh what you said..  He looked at me and said.."what, your 40?"  lol the ass thought I was 39 this year!  Little did he know I'm actually 41!!!! HAHAHAHA Thanks for the chuckle

Neecee.... you are funny as he##...............  and MEAN as well :)   (hey! I'm a poet!:) [IMG]http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b222/Mymaaaaa/ROTFLMAO.jpg[/IMG]

Hey Holly I hope you had a great birthday.  Loved what Neecee said.  She always has such a good slant on things. As other mentioned, you are still so young.  The 40 is definitely the new 20 and 50 is the new 30.  Just think, you aren't getting older, you're getting better

Happy Birthday!!   Brenda

Happy Birthday, Holly!!!  I have a funny but sad aging story for you!  Several years ago, my father's secretary became very ill.  For weeks and weeks, she was in the hospital and they couldn't figure out WHAT was wrong with her.  They kept running all these tests on her, thinking that she had some kind of awful bacterial or parasitic infection, they sent her to a "bug specialist."  during that visit, the woman asked her what was going on, what she had done recently, where she had been, etc. etc.  At some point, she mentioned that she had just had her 30th birthday.  "really?  congratulations!  how do you feel?"  asked the specialist.  "AWFUL!"  Replied my father's secretary.  "Just horrible...my life is ending and I've accomplished nothing.  All I am is a secretary for an old man in the same town I was born and raised in!!!"  hahahahaha:)  Seriously-that was her problem.  She was depressed because of her age and somehow they hadn't connected her mysterious illness with the depression.  My father felt so bad that he started paying for her to go back to college part-time and now she's a CPA and doing really well!!!  See?  Good things come from change.  The end.