A lil' update on me.
OK! Lets see, A LOT has happened in the past few days. Let me tell you! lol. Some good things, stressful things, fun things, and some heartbreak. Where to start right?
Chicago, I think is the best choice I have ever made in my life. I honestly find this great! OVERWHELMING, but wonderful at the same time. I have already made a new friend, a contractors wife who is close to my age and we will be meeting at the mall sometime to shop and gossip and what not lol. And I plan on going out and meeting people no doubt about that I can not stay cooped up at work or at the hotel ALL day long while I am down there. I am gonna be 22 years old...why waste it being boring right? So yea, I love the city life that is why I have ALWAYS wanted to live in Los Angeles. I just absolutely LOVE it!
Stressful....SO MUCH work I shouldnt even be writing this post! I have a pile sitting here next to me waiting calling "CHRISTA! get off that site and get this done ASAP!!!!!" lol. I have no time to breathe. But I like it that way even tho yes I stress out but eh its ok. Oh and my car OMG I swear everything is going wrong...While I was gone my mother said uh your brake lights arent working...I got that fixed the hazard light was jammed...so I need a new Hazard switch and crap...then I need an oil change, new wheel barring, maybe some new brake pads...a line is leaking from my power steering, I think I have a hole in my exhaust, transmission something might be happening but maybe not...AH! lol.
The heartbreak.....Myself and my boyfriend of 5 years of an on and off relationship ended it last night for good. I dont want to marry him. He is not the one. So I had to end it. It was heartbreaking for sure, for both of us. But we both know it just wont work. Plus I have no time for ANY guy. Relationship wise. So I am a little damaged over it but will grow from that. I have been talking with a guy I have known since I was in the 7th grade...funny I dated both of his friends never him always wanted to but never did. Well now we both are single...we have ran into eachother a couple times in the past month and have been on a talking thing. We're supposed to hang out before my birthday and hes supposed to come to the big bash that is going on on my birthday as well. I dont want a relationship from him for sure because he can not be trusted!! I found out he actually cheated on his last girlfriend so uh...yea. None of that! But friends definitely cuz he has a bangin body and is a wrestler and a bartender OMG! lol.....and he likes us chubby girls! :) Always a plus. lol.
Weight.....I am still in control! Other than the place in Illinois I will be walking to I might take a trip to this place I looked up online OMG YUM! YOu have to check out the site...they have salads and things called Pockets! All kinds of veggies to choose from I cant wait to try one! www.pocketsonline.com :)
But I plan on walking on lunches, buying a exercise ball, hand weights, having my dvds, and walking or jogging at night. Because my gym membership no longer exists! And I really dont have a point of having one anywhere due to me being in two places all the time! Ok I am so done rambling thanks for reading if you actually got thru this all!!!! lol
Sounds like you know what you want and going for it. Nothing wrong with changing your life around if you know it's not working. Proud of you for that one. A lot of us (including myself) stay in a relationship for YEARS to find out it was never meant to be. So good for you to realize what you want and going for it. Sounds like you got a pretty good head on your shoulders. ;)
Sounds like Chicago might be opening up a brand new world for you...how exciting! I "MIGHT" be going there in October sometime with my whole family. We will have to get together if we are both there at the same time. :)
Yea brand new world is correct. I feel as if I am starting from rock bottom in a way and building a brand new me. I have never done that before..usually I just pick up and move on. But this time EVERYTHING is changing, so I am just gonna do things differently this time. I am gonna enjoy life thru the craziness and have the time of my life because I only have one life to live so...why not have some fun with it?
Woo in October! I might be there like one week out of the month maybe it will be the same week!!! We will definitely HAVE to meet up! :)
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on 3/31/08 6:56 am - Rochester, NY
on 3/31/08 6:56 am - Rochester, NY
Sounds like you've got a plan, girl, and handling the stress well. Glad you're liking your change of scenery and probably a good thing you're as busy as you are. Sorry about the boyfriend, but at your age you've got lots of time before finding Mr. Right.....so glad you were able to recognize this one wasn't him.
Keep on enjoying life...I'm reliving my youth vicariously through you, you know!!
I've learned with stress lately. I have learned not to freak out so much over things because eventually...it works itself out somehow. Even when you believe 100% it won't...it always does...so I am usually a little more relaxed with things...even with eating like if I mess up...eh..I pick up the next time just start over kinda lol.
And live thru me!!!!!!!! lol there should be LOTS of stories to come...its 56 degrees today so that warm weather is coming which means some crazy fun things will start happening!
dood, I am glad that you and BF ended it - you knew deep down it was not exactly what you wanted. It is always sad, but it's good to set him free. AND yourself! Especially you - this time in your life should not see anyone who stops you from being all you can. You don't have time for a serious BF.
Thanks for checking in- I wondered how you were rating it all so far. Exciting!!!!!
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