OT: I'm debating whether to take off for a couple of weeks

Wow.. Janina....  thank you.  You said some very kind things.. I do appreciate it. Dayem girl... I like the way you worded that....  write that down somewhere... "Although they involve the same road....."  (quick.. someone get my guitar) I'm still thinking about it..   Yanno what this feels like...   did ya ever let something go.. like.. pile of laundry, ironing.. dishes... (in my case it's time to plant the veggies), and then realize that because you hee hawwed and hummed about it that now you have a mountain instead of a molehill?  THAT's the feeling!   I'm running from here.. I love the place, but can't stand being alone all the time.. doing the same do every single day with no variation... no job.. no sisters.. no city.  . blah blah blah.. I'm tired of b*tching.... Amen.

Lori, when you get tired of something, change it. I know there are certain things we can't change but there are even more that we can. Is it simply that you are bored of routine or are you bored with yourself? What do you have power to change and what changes will truly bring about contentment and happiness? What things are you willing to change? How hard are you willing to work to bring about change?  Instead of getting anxious and running, look at where you have been, where you are and where you want to be and act on it.  Life ain't easy but sometimes we make it harder than it needs to be. Beth

Wow... very good.. VERY good...  I AM bored!  I'm so bored ..I'm so bored that I actually stop doing things because they bore me.  I AM bored of routine and myself.  There's just the same do every single freakin' day...   I just typed out my entire routine just to see what it looked like.  I won't dare print it.. someone may fall into a coma. There's nothing here.. no one to hang out with, no variation, no surprises. no sisters, no city... yanno..

Lori, I really like what beth said about just going and facing your fears.  That sounds like a lot of fun. Just fill the tank up and go an don't worry about clothes!  Of course I'd wait until hives go away.  But yeah, go ahead and get outta there. They'll live without you.

I appreciate what everyone said.  I would just sit and stew if I didn't have yous guys.

hmmmm....Lori Stew....I wonder how that would taste? lol

Sorta like skank soup... (I showered BEFORE the gym today).

EWWWWWWW lol