Hi folks,
I know I haven't been around all that much these days. This new job is kicking my butt. But during the so far 5 weeks of training, away from home, in a hotel, I've re-learned something important.
Restaurant food is laden with calories, but we can really justify it a thousand ways to Sunday in order to make ourselves feel better. After the first week of eating every single meal out I decided the second week that I would get a refrigerator. I was determined to at least eat breakfast in the room. Lunches and dinners were spent networking and socializing. And of course who wants to spend every single night in the hotel room?
So of course I utilized the tiny little fitness room which has 3 treadmills (one broken), 2 ellipticals (one broken), 2 recumbent bikes and a stair stepper. It also has a few antique little weights. I was going almost every morning so that was making me feel better, but it wasn't nearly the workout that I was used to. But I can tell you now, nothing at all would have made up for those lunches and dinners out, let me tell you. There is little that you can get in a restaurant that makes it worth BEING in the restaurant. I do have to admit that at the end of my restaurant forays i was choosing from the "light, low carb, low fat, dieters, etc." menu. But wasn't nearly enough.
So this week I decide refrigerator in my room, nothing eaten outside at all, no restaurants at all. I also decided that it was back to tracking for me. So I opened my food program back up and started trackin. Let me tell you something. It was a huge reawakening for me. I have really been in denial about the amount of food that I had been eating. This has been a real re-education for me, one I'm glad came before it was too late.
Tracking food is so very important. Being truly accountable for what you are eating is by far the most important step in truly getting control of what we are putting in our mouths. It does not take much to reach the 1500 calories i have allotted for myself. Not a long time at all. I see that someone has continued the "what did you eat" post and that is great. But please, I implore you all to be totally honest about it
We are only hurting ourselves if we are not honest and accountable. It's not even so much about the loss for me. It's more about the control and how being in control of our bodies makes us feel more positive and determined to sustain change.
Just a few thoughts for the day. I hope everyone has been well.
Donna
"Accountability first to yourself, then nobody else matters"