Abstinence - Day 19

I asked my husband if he was going to start attending C.A.R.S. meetings again, where Russell was.  Russell had told me that Michael could attend, and just not associate with him.  This means that when they had their annual Christmas party, I would attend with Michael, and possibly see Russell again.  This made me nervous, to be honest.  But Michael said absolutely not, he could not be in the same room as Russell, and wouldn't attend with an invitation from somebody like him.  He absolutely cannot stand Russell, and still blames him for me being fired.  That's when I knew that it was REALLY OVER, and that I'd never see or speak with Russell again.  This gave me a much calmer, peaceful feeling inside. Breakfast 1 banana 1 large whole grain bagel with crunchy peanut butter 1 cup skim milk 1 cup hazelnut coffee 20 oz. water Lunch Shredded mozzarella cheese with three tomato slices, drizzled with balsamic vinegar 1 can chicken noodle soup Blackberries 6 oz. nonfat, low sugar yogurt with fruit 20 oz. water Dinner Eating out at Cracker Barrel Restaurant Evening Snack Popcorn Candy 20 oz. water Denise Phares/kitties4 Somebody mentioned the caseworker calling the law on me about Russell.  This is exactly what happened.  The police are on the lookout for me both showing up at his apartment and calling him.  So it's actually dangerous for me to contact him.  I really have nothing more to discuss with him, anyhow.  He told me about the police, obviously to warn and protect me about contacting him or coming over.  He did this out of friendship for me.  I appreciated it. DP/k4