Abstinence - Day 18

Breakfast 1 orange 1 cup spoon-size shredded wheat 1 cup skim milk 2 cups coffee 20 oz. water Lunch (from Taco Bell) 1 soft taco with veggies, cheese, and ground beef 2 chalupas with veggies, sour cream and ground beef 1 carmel apple empanada 1 fruit punch Dinner Pork chop on griddle Baked yam with margarine 1 can vegetable soup 1 cup unsweetened applesauce 1-1/2 cups skim milk Evening Snack 1 Slim A Bear sugar-free, low fat ice cream bar Denise Phares/kitties4 I realize now that you were being my friends.  At the time you were trying to get me to take total responsibility for my transgression with Russell, I was not ready yet to face that.  I was hurting too much, and I wanted to blame him, instead.  I'm over that now, and in the process of letting go of my obsession with him.  I felt that I was as destructive for him as he was for me, which is why I finally ended the relationship yesterday.  I felt no more need to call him after that, yesterday or today.  I've finally gotten some peace and some closure from the situation. DP/k4

Denise.. I know how difficult it is to walk away from someone when you care so deeply, but you know in your heart as well as your mind that this is the right thing to do.  I still think it's a great idea to work this through with your mental health professional.  I hope the hard part is over now and you can begin to heal. God be with you.. Lori

((((kitties)))) It's hard to know you well in light of a  relative few posts, but one thing sure, you are an open book, try to share and thus reach out. If we can be as useful as 3D girlfriends, wonderful.  Yeah, come on back and get a reality check anytime!