What in the world is going on?
So here's what happened... I was so frustrated because for two, almost 3 weeks I was weighing 274 every morning and just one week before I had FINALLY gotten down to 272 (the 20 pound mark!). So as some of you know I was very frustrated with this -- and I appreciate your responses and encouragement. Well, as I anticipated.... I started a backslide down the hill. As much as I knew I would and didn't want to let myself do it, I did -- not as bad as I could have, but I still did worse with my eating over the past 4 days than I should have -- a lot worse than I was doing before! I had pizza one day, which I hadn't had since last year -- I had a peanut butter milkshake with dinner one night -- can't even remember the last time I had that -- and we went out to dinner one night and I actually ordered mashed potatoes along with eating more than I should. I also know that I snacked WAY more than I should have. I'm TOTALLY not exaggerating here! So I was feeling really down about this, yet still sabotaging all along -- and yesterday came (my norm. weigh-in day) and I DIDN'T weigh. I hadn't weighed since last Wed. I wanted to be in denial about it. Well this morning I said to myself, "NO, you have to weigh yourself and own it -- plus I figured if I saw how much weight I gained, I would be really disgusted that I had gained back what I had worked so hard for and then be shocked into jumping back on the wagon. So you know how this is going to end right?.... After 3 dang weeks of not being able to get back under 274, what do I weigh this morning after a 4 day mini-binge-a-thon? 269.5 I'm completely baffled! If this had happened when I was eating WELL I would have been ecstatic but now it's like I don't even want to claim it... now I don't even know how I am supposed to eat. I seriously do not know what I was doing wrong. Now I am wondering if what I did the last 4 days is going to catch back up with me! I hate this emotional roller-coaster. I will say that the loss HAS given me the push I needed back up on the wagon though. It's so hard to stay on (especially intially) when you don't SEE the progress -- but it's so exciting when you do. WHAT IN THE WORLD?
Summary from link 2 During the past 30 years, the concept of eating healthy in America has become synonymous with avoiding dietary fat. The creation and marketing of reduced-fat food products has become big business; over 15,000 have appeared on supermarket shelves. Indeed, an entire research industry has arisen to create palatable nonfat fat substitutes, and the food industry now spends billions of dollars yearly selling the less-fat-is-good-health message. The government weighs in as well, with the U.S. Department of Agriculture's (USDA's) booklet on dietary guidelines, published every 5 years, and its ubiquitous Food Guide Pyramid, which recommends that fats and oils be eaten "sparingly." The low-fat gospel spreads farther by a kind of societal osmosis, continuously reinforced by physicians, nutritionists, journalists, health organizations, and consumer advocacy groups such as the Center for Science in the Public Interest, which refers to fat as this "greasy killer." "In America, we no longer fear God or the communists, but we fear fat," says David Kritchevsky of the Wistar Institute in Philadelphia, who in 1958 wrote the first textbook on cholesterol.
As the Surgeon General's Office discovered, however, the science of dietary fat is not nearly as simple as it once appeared. The proposition, now 50 years old, that dietary fat is a bane to health is based chiefly on the fact that fat, specifically the hard, saturated fat found primarily in meat and dairy products, elevates blood cholesterol levels. This in turn raises the likelihood that cholesterol will clog arteries, a condition known as atherosclerosis, which then increases risk of coronary artery disease, heart attack, and untimely death. By the 1970s, each individual step of this chain from fat to cholesterol to heart disease had been demonstrated beyond reasonable doubt, but the veracity of the chain as a whole has never been proven. In other words, despite decades of research, it is still a debatable proposition whether the consumption of saturated fats above recommended levels (step one in the chain) by anyone who's not already at high risk of heart disease will increase the likelihood of untimely death (outcome three). Nor have hundreds of millions of dollars in trials managed to generate compelling evidence that healthy individuals can extend their lives by more than a few weeks, if that, by eating less fat (see sidebar on p. 2538). To put it simply, the data remain ambiguous as to whether low-fat diets will benefit healthy Americans. Worse, the ubiquitous admonishments to reduce total fat intake have encouraged a shift to high-carbohydrate diets, which may be no better--and may even be worse--than high-fat diets.