My 2nd week

You know what I remember you saying something about that way back when I first started coming here. I think you might have had a different pill than me. Do you remember what you had? I have the Time Release capsules 30mg They're dark blue and clear with white and light blue balls inside. They don't really make me hyperfocused or anything just take ALL of my cravings away and curbs most of my hunger. I haven't binged in over 2 weeks. ANd I haven't had fast food in ALMOST 2 weeks. So...yea. Oh sometimes I feel high...or loopy but that is when I mix the medication and the pill. lol.

Yep, those are the same pills.  Mine may have been time released but I don't recall that.  They pills reminded me of something from the Dr. Mario game. :P

Hmm....we both had different reactions to it. Hmm..I love it :) Except right now at the moment at times it makes me feel swollen...like my ankles and my hands. And my face feels swollen it isnt but it kind of has that tight feeling....but i am good. :)

I took the phentermine at the same time i started on Wellbutrin. It could've been the wellbutrin that gave me those feelings.  Not sure why my BP shot up and stayed up though.. Either way, I quit both of them.  The wellbutrin was me trying to blame my fat on a chemical imbalance.  (Which may not be unfounded but either way I have the power to change the imbalance without drugs.)

I need the drug for now. I can not conquer by myself.  One day I hadn't taken it and I was like omg I wanted to eat everything and I just wasn't ready to battle myself so I just need to keep going until I can fix my head. :)

Ain't no shame in it.  Hell I still think in the back of my mind I won't succeed without WLS.  I've tried every pill known to man and none of them work for me. (Well except ephedrine but we won't go there.) If it works for you, it works. No need to justify it to anyone else.  We're just all trying to get there, who gives a flying flip what road we take! :P  For the record though, I was talking about Wellbutrin. I took it thinking the reason I am fat is because I'm pscho/crazy/loopy and needed a pill to fix my brain so I could lose weight and be normal.  Like I said, it's probably true but I don't think a pill is going to help me fix my brain!