I don't want to admit....

but I am going to. *Sigh* I am disgusted with myself to be honest. Remember I had to weigh myself this morning in order to know how my progress is with this pill of mine. I don't think I can admit it. I know most of its water weight and bloatness because I felt really bloated yesterday and all my clothes still fit right...the 22's arent as lose as they were...but they still fit. ugh ok I am not changing the ticker or maybe I will....ugh!!! I have to say it so I am facing reality right? 270....WTF!!!! I mean come on what is my problem!? Eating myself to my old weight almost!!! That is awful just plain disgusting. I mean I know I am making changes now I am just literally upset with myself over that weight. I suppose I will change my ticker....Just keep kicking right.? Ok so the pill....Its been almost an hour into it. I have had my protein shake which was suprisingly good. I had the Chocolate Royale one..I did figure it would be chalky but it tastes like chocolate milk with a little chalkiness to it...which I can totally handle. As of right now I am not hungry....I am not thinking about food...except just this second lol because I mentioned it. And I am feeling just fine so far except for....my right hand. I might have slept on it wrong but it started after the pill...it feels funny. Like you know the feeling when it falls asleep and you are just almost there to getting it back to normal....my hand is tingly...no pain just kinda weird feeling. It might go away we'll see. So Saturday I am going to weigh myself...I know that is only 4 days into it...but usually my weigh ins are on Saturdays....So hmm so far so good right. Still disappointed tho....

Christa, since you eat fast food, like fries especially.  There are loaded with salt!!  I bet you have 10 lbs. worth of water weight..  Drink an extra, extra amount of water this week.  Do it for two days and I'll bet you'll see maybe as much as a 5 lb. drop.  Then you won't feel so down.   Try not to be too paranoid about the pill. 

Brenda

 

Oh I will be drinking PLENTY of water....the pill isnt freaking me out too much my hand is calming down I really think I slept on it wrong. I know I will be drinking plenty of water because..I have extreme dry mouth right now...from the pill that is the most common side effect...and I have drank about 30 ounces of water already....I cant quench my thirst lol. But hey I am going to be getting my water in thats for sure! I figured that the weight is mostly water retention because of all the fast food i have been shoving down my throat. Plus I am going to the gym tonight after I get done dying hair and eating some dinner. Yay for gym....

did you get actual pills?  Cut them in half and see if they work!  Mine did.

I cant cut these in half. I have the capsules not the tablets. In a way I was hoping for tablets so I could double my supply but....I have capsules 30 of them a month supply...I f I do good i am going to try and talk another month out of him....then after two months I will be ready to be on my own.

I asked two of my doctors in the past for pills and neither would give me any.  There are some out there that don't believe in them.  Both of them just recommended a diet plan to me.  Obviously, that was not what I was wanting at the time.  I don't know about the doctor I have now, I haven't asked him. Brenda

It was alot easier than I thought it would be. I thought I was gonna have to go back in have a talk about diet and exercise. But nope right over the phone yea give her the pills Im like JACKPOT!!!!

Christa, "your problem" is that you as you once put it "starved" yourself to get down and you know that wreaked havoc on your metabolism so that when you did go off program, it was happy to come back fast.  Secondly, you chose crap foods and they make it even easier to gain the weight back. I want to see you reach your goals.  When you accept the above, you'll prevent it from happening again.

Thanks doc.....I had no idea that is what I did to myself...... I know my problems....every single one of them...the last time I starved myself was a year ago. to take off 17 pounds.....then for it to come back. To lose the 22 pounds I followed low calorie and exercise. I know my own problems.....I know how to fix them....I know I have a binge eating disorder.....thank you...for letting me know.

Oh Christa....I have the same problem as you. Its terribly hard to overcome binging...it becomes an addiction. Stay strong beautiful