Blah! Headed for a funeral....

I just want to go, pay my respects, get a program (with his picture) and leave. Don't want to be there long cause it will be sad and I EAT when I'm sad... I eat when I'm depressed and I eat when there's FOOD. And there will be TONS of really GOOD food. Anyhow- wish me luck hey? I've already over done it a bit today- I need to suck down the water for the next two days and try to eat LESS than I am allowed... I want to be able to RECORD that 200 pounds on my WW :) Blah.... funerals.... I don't even wanna go :(

Unappealing as they are, a funeral for a friend is so important to attend.  It's a start toward closure for the living.  Funerals make me want to live my life better and better.  As for the food at funerals, I cannot help but think of this Night gallery episode about the Sin Eater, who would go to the funeral and eat the food, which represents the dead person's sins. Um, I have enough of my own to clear up.  Any way, go and pray a lot and hug his family.

Did just THAT! Went to the service, STOOD through it (standing room only!), then hugged thise I could- took my printed program and we went to the club where I drank 4 glassess of WATER and a diet pop!  I was done!  Never ate a thing there :)  (I *did* open 10 pull tabs though and WON $145!!!!!!) Sadly, I came home and ate a small taco salad :(  THAT probably really blew things for me :(   But my TOM hit me so I know now why I'v been having a tough time staying on track AND having these nasty headaches!  Next week will be LOTS better :) Now I'm off to the Oktoberfest craft show/sale to spend my last nights winnings!   :)