What is The Most weight....
Hey Diva, The secret is frighteningly easy. Don't go back to the old habits. You have to be conscious of your choices and where you've come from every single day. I think that we have to remember that we can't eat like other people who don't have eating issues. For myself anything simple carb is just poison.. I was talking to my SO yesterday about the fact that I hadn't had white bread in 2 years, white pasta in two years, anything with bread in two years. Even if I eat a piece of wheat bread it is usually plain and only 2-3 times a week. Does this all mean that I don't have my days where I am sure I'll wake up in the morning at over 350 pounds? Not a chance. I am conscious every single moment of where I am and how I used to be. Today I went to the RibFest in the next town. Well, all it basically was was food. Racks of ribs, baked beans, potato salad, fudge, kettle corn, corn on the cob, etc. Not much of what they were serving was safe food for me. So I found the only vendor with bbq chicken and I took off the skin and ate the chicken. I ate a few forks of baked beans and that was about it. The other folks I was with ate popcorn, fudge, italian ice, kettle corn and of course racks of ribs and they bought 8 ears of corn on the cob for 3 people. At the end they each had 2 scoops of icecream. I didn't have icecream, instead I chose to chew a piece of cinnamon gum. It wasn't easy, but it wasn't impossible either. I don't feel upset that I didn't binge or gorge myself, the day is over and I am not worse for not having indulged. It's all about remembering and keeping yourself conscious of not going back to what I once was.
Frighteningly simple concept, horribly difficult to achieve.
About 84 pounds, so far. And holding.
"Oh sweet and sour Jesus, that is GOOD!" - Stephen Colbert Lap RNY 7/07-- Lap Gallbladder 5/08--
Emergency Bowel Repair 6/08 -Dr. Meilahn, Temple U. Upper and Lower Bleph/Lower Face Lift 12/08
Fraxel Repair 2/09-- Lower Bleph Re-Do 5/09 -Dr. Pontell, Media PA Mastopexy/Massive
Brachioplasty/ Extended Abdominoplasty (plus Mons Lift and Upper Leg lift) / Hernia Repair
6/24/09 ---Butt Lift and Lateral Thighplasty Scheduled 7/6/10 - Dr. Ivor Kaplan VA Beach
Total Cost: $33,500 Start wt: 368 RNY wt: 300 Goal wt: 150 Current wt: 148.2 BMI: 24.7
This hard to answer! Technically, it owuld be 10#...my highest ever has been 230, and summer 06 was the highest i had been since that high pt., when i hit 220. I am the Yo-Yo Queen. This minute, i am down 48# from that all tme high of 230. Still declining, but won't be long til i settle (170 goal, currently at 182 ish). I don't see that being much lower than 170 is reasonable for me for the long run. At long last i can say that and believe it.
My *other goal* is to maintain this loss forever.